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Getting Ready for Prom
by Robert Lubrican
Original Edition
Copyright 2026 Robert Lubrican
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Table of Contents
Chapters: One | Two | Three | Four | Five | Six
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Chapter One
Life throws you
curve balls now and then and you do the best you can to get through it.
Bob Gordon knew
that, and when problems arose he gave it his best shot. Sometimes he felt like
it went well and sometimes ... well ... he just had to hope he'd done the right
thing.
Everything had
seemed to go pretty well for the first twenty years of his life. He'd gotten
through childhood without any major injuries and then negotiated his teens in
reasonable fashion. Education had always come easy for him and college did too.
Of course some of that was due to the fact that his parents lived thirty miles
from town on what, a few decades earlier, would have been called a commune.
Except it was just them, instead of a whole group of people. In those decades
past they would have been called hippies, too. They played at farming, with a
huge garden and a few stock animals that kept them in meat. Bob's father - and
Bob, when he got old enough - kept the place in good repair. The neighbors, who
really were farmers, didn't think "those Gordon people" were
odd, but maybe that's because almost all of them were Amish. Bob's dad - and
Bob - were always willing to lend a hand in times of need, such as harvest, or
when a new barn was going up. There were things the Gordons could do that
helped out a lot. The Gordons had electricity and while the Amish didn't want
that for themselves, they didn't see any problem with benefiting from others
using it.
More of his good
education came from home schooling, which his parents worked harder at than he
did.
In any case,
college seemed easy to Bob, though it opened his eyes to a whole new world.
He'd studied that world, but not seen much of it up to that point.
The only real
bump in the road was that because of the way he was raised, he didn't have much
access to girls his own age as he was growing up. College changed that
drastically and he went a little girl crazy. He was confident, reasonably
handsome, and smart, which made him attractive to lots of girls. But that lack
of previous experience was what hurt him.
Basically, he
chose the wrong one to fall in love with.
Sherry was happy,
at first, but like many women she thought she could mold Bob into the man she
wanted, instead of accepting him for the man he was.
Two years and one
daughter later, she realized that wasn't going to happen and gave up on the
marriage. Along with figuring out Bob wasn't the man she wanted after all, she
also realized motherhood wasn't what she'd expected it to be and that she
didn't want to be tied down with a child. Part of that was because, in her
subconscious, she knew she wasn't good parent material. She wouldn't have
admitted that out loud, but she knew it. She also knew Bob was a good
parent. Part of the problem, in her mind, was that she felt like Bob loved
their year-old little girl more than he loved her.
It wasn't true,
of course, but that's how she interpreted his behavior.
And so, being a
geologist, she went off to work for an oil company in South America and left
the tatters of her married life behind. She did well, but that's not really
part of the story.
This story is
about how Bob coped with being a single parent and raised Cindy.
He raised her
much like he was raised. That's normal. We all parent as we were parented. It's
all most new parents know how to do, after all. In Bob's case that meant there
was a lot of nudity. Nudity had been pretty normal when he was growing up. His
parents hadn't been shy about showing each other affection, either. Bob had
known what porn looked like long before he saw any of it on the internet.
Except the "porn" he saw wasn't acted out in front of a camera crew,
by people who didn't love each other and just wanted to get through the scenes
so they could go home to the people they really wanted to be around.
Another aspect of
Bob and Cindy's life that was similar to his own upbringing was that he owned
his own business and worked from home. His exposure to computers, prior to
college, was an old PC that still ran Windows XP and still had a dial-up
internet connection. In the modern computing world his internet access had been
limited, primarily by the speed of the connection. When he found out how much
more things had advanced, his curiosity caused an insatiable hunger to know
everything about the "new" technology. His major changed to computer
science and his degree led to a computer repair business that let him do what
he loved to do and paid the bills to boot.
Where things
diverged a bit was that Bob didn't keep Cindy out of the public school system.
He wanted her to have what he had missed - exposure to kids her own age. He
wanted her to have friends, playmates, social equals.
That said, he
augmented her education, going more deeply into her school subjects than her
teachers could.
And he coped with
his child's needs by being her father ... and doing what he thought her mother
would do, were she still there.
This included
such things as teaching her personal hygiene. He'd always done her hair for
her. He got her her first bra and showed her how to wear it.
He got her
dressed for her dance recitals.
He helped her
shop for clothes.
When her menses
arrived he started her on pads and then, later, when she asked for tampons,
researched that with her and bought her first box. She wanted help with that
first tampon, so he helped her.
He helped her
shave her bikini-cut when that became necessary.
Eventually, he
critiqued her attire and appearance when she got ready for a date.
And ... he taught
her how to masturbate ... so she could deal with the feelings and emotions that
resulted from those dates.
He was up front
about all these very personal things. Cindy knew that most fathers didn't see
their daughters stark naked on a regular basis, not to mention shaving their
most personal areas for them. She knew that most girls had no idea what their
father's penis looked like - either soft or hard. She'd learned at an early age
that when daddy's penis got hard, he massaged it to make it feel better. Later
she learned more about that, but part of that education was that it was normal
to have the feelings associated with being horny and normal to want to do
something about it. What that "something" was was important, because
doing the wrong thing could cause real problems. Pregnancy was fine for later
in life, but not when Cindy was in her teens.
So masturbation
was something she was both familiar with, and comfortable with as well.
Both when he did
it ... and when she did.
He didn't flaunt
it. If he was naked and got erect (which, truth be known, as often as not was
because she was naked, too) then he said something like, "Be back in a
bit," and went to his room. When he emerged he was soft again. She did
basically the same thing, though when she got horny it was usually because she
was thinking about a boy at school.
She didn't have
to wonder about that. As stated before, he was up front with her about
everything. The first time she showed any curiosity about the fact that his
penis got long and hard sometimes, he explained it to her. She knew that a lot
of her father's erections were because he thought she was beautiful, naked or
not.
And that didn't
bother her a bit. She didn't think about it, but a lot of her unconcern with
the fact that her father lusted after her sometimes was based on the fact that
he'd never touched her in a blatantly sexual manner.
Well ... other
than the time he taught her about her clitoris, and how to rub it.
But other than
that, he'd never touched her in any of the ways her girlfriends at school
talked about their boyfriends touching them.
In short, she
knew her daddy thought she was beautiful and sexy and desirable. That's
something all girls want to believe. Sadly, many of them don't get to honestly
feel that way until well after their teens.
So Cindy was
happy with her home life, even though she knew it was different than that of
her friends.
She teased him
about it a little bit, once in a while. She was careful of how she dressed
outside the home. She wanted to fit in with the other girls. But at home she
was as relaxed as possible. That meant wearing as little as the weather
allowed. As she grew older his response to her nudity, or partial nudity, made
her giggle sometimes. She especially liked coming straight from the shower,
naked, and hugging him good night before she went to bed. She knew he'd get a
boner and go to his room to rub it soft again.
She wasn't mean
about it. She knew he didn't mind.
For them ... it
was normal.
Then something
changed that impacted their lives in ways they wouldn't realize for almost a
year.
She got a
boyfriend.
His name was Rick
and he was her first mad crush.
Bob recognized
the emotions she displayed.
And, since her
hymen had already been lost to tampons, he took her to the doctor to get her
fitted for her first diaphragm. He didn't trust the pill, didn't like the idea
of pharmaceuticals altering her body chemistry, so he did the best he could,
otherwise.
As with
everything else they'd done as he raised her, they both researched this new
thing in their lives ... and, after the doctor educated her about its use, they
practiced installing and removing the device until both were sure they
understood the process completely. She was sure she wouldn't need it. Not until
she was in her twenties.
He hoped she was
right.
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
Dating had
proceeded, during which Cindy was honest with her father about what feelings
Rick brought out in her. She didn't mind admitting to making out and petting,
because Bob didn't get angry about that. He just counseled her on how to manage
the feelings.
Rick went and a
boy named David took his place. Then there was Aaron, and Thomas, and three
others before Josh, who lasted much longer than any of the others had.
It was Josh who
asked her to prom.
She was sixteen,
young for a junior and of course she was excited beyond anything Bob had ever
observed in her.
So he decided to
go all out for this one.
They went
shopping for a dress. The one she fell in love with had no back. She couldn't
wear a bra with it, but he said he had something in mind to deal with that. She
went braless a lot anyway so she wasn't worried. He suggested she'd feel sexier
in thigh-high hose, held up by a garter belt. That was exciting. It made her
feel more grown up.
On the big night,
he helped her get dressed. He hadn't done that in a while, but she didn't mind.
It was exciting to be naked with him and see his eyes as she put on the hose
and he adjusted the garter belt. He held her panties for her as she stepped into
them and pulled them up, tugging and getting them snug against her pussy.
He produced two
adhesive strips, commonly called Band-aids.
"What are
those for?" she asked.
"Watch,"
he said.
He reached for
her left nipple and tweaked it.
"Daddy!"
she giggled. "That tickles. What are you doing?"
"Just
watch," he said, rolling the nipple between his thumb and first two
fingers. Her nipples were well-formed, fat nubbins that sat on coral-colored
areolas.
"That feels
... " She blushed. Some of her dates had done this to her - when she let
them - which wasn't often. Her nipples were sensitive and she knew it was
dangerous to let a boy play with them too much. Only one boy had sucked a
nipple and she'd made him stop almost instantly as danger signals flared in her
mind.
"I
know," he said. He removed his fingers. "That one is erect," he
said, needlessly.
"Well
duh," she said.
He peeled the
backing off a Band-aid and stuck it across the nipple he hadn't abused.
"Put your
dress on now," he said. "Hurry."
She did and he
arranged her in front of the mirror.
"Oh,"
she said, laughing. The hard nipple poked through the dress. The other one was
nice and smooth. "You're so smart!"
"Think you
can manage the other one?" he asked, handing her the second Band-aid.
"I need to go to my room."
"Awww,"
she said, taking the plastic strip. "Is Daddy horny?"
"Daddy is
more worried about you getting horny than how horny he is,"
he said.
"I'm already
horny," said Cindy, grinning.
"Greeaat,"
sighed Bob.
"Don't
worry," she giggled. "I know how to handle Josh."
"I'm worried
about how he's going to want to handle you," said Bob. "This
is prom. A lot of boys have expectations about what happens after prom. I heard
all the stories when I was a freshman in college."
"I like him,
but not that much," giggled Cindy.
"Things can
get out of control," warned Bob.
"You've told
me that so many times I can't count them," sighed Cindy.
Bob reached for
the little plastic holder on top of her dresser.
"This is
mandatory, tonight," he said, sternly.
She took it,
opened it and pulled out the diaphragm. An impish look came over her face.
"You want to
put it in yourself?" she asked, coyly.
"Maybe I
should," he said. "I want to be sure it's in right."
Five minutes
later the diaphragm was firmly in place, well-sealed around her cervix with a
spermicidal coating, and Cindy finished getting dressed with a grin on her
face.
She was grinning
because she knew her father was in his room, masturbating ... because she was
beautiful and sexy.
She was also
horny.
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
He'd emerged from
his room, calm and relaxed. She'd already applied her makeup and the last thing
to do was her hair. It was long and fine, so he arranged it in a French braid
down her back. There was only a four inch zipper in the back of the dress. She'd
gotten it three inches closed, and he finished the job.
Josh arrived to
pick her up and honked. Bob went out and informed him it was appropriate for a
young man to come to the door and meet his date's parent(s). Josh snickered,
but went back to the house with Bob.
There was a
minimum of chit-chat before Cindy appeared. Both men sighed as she struck a
pose.
"Wow,"
said Josh.
"I am giving
you temporary custody of my only daughter," said Bob. "I hope you
realize the value of this boon."
"Oh, I
do," said Josh. "I'll take good care of her."
"You'd
better," said Bob.
Then they were
gone and Bob sat down to worry.
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
It was four A.M.
when the door opened and Cindy came inside. Bob had vetoed an all night
after-party, and the change of clothing that went with that. Cindy had pouted,
but respected her father's wishes.
She hadn't
expected him to wait up for her ... but he had. He'd dozed off in the recliner,
but put the footrest down before she was ten feet past the door.
"You're
up," she said, her voice surprised.
"I'm a
dad," he said. "Dads do that."
"You haven't
before," she said.
"Of course I
have," he argued.
"That was
years ago," she said.
"You've been
dating less than a year," he pointed out. "So ... how'd it go?"
Her face broke
into a grin.
"It was
wonderful!" she gushed. "I had such a good time."
"I'm
glad," he said. "Off to bed."
"Okay,"
she said.
It was normal for
her to go to him for a good night hug and kiss.
"You've been
drinking!" he said. He frowned.
"Only a
little bit," she said, alarmed for not thinking about him smelling it on
her breath.
"I thought
we talked about this," he said, sternly.
"Daddy. I
only had a few sips. Everybody was drinking."
"That's no
excuse," he said. "I taught you to stand firm in your own
beliefs."
"I
know," she sighed. "I promise, it was only a few sips ... you know
... just so nobody would get weird about it."
"I'm not
happy, Cindy," he said, heavily.
"I
know," she moaned. "I'm sorry."
"We'll talk
about this in the morning," he said.
"Okay,"
she said softly. She turned to walk to her room.
Bob noticed that
zipper was only pulled up three of the four inches again.
"Wait!"
he said.
She turned, a
questioning look on her face.
"Did you
have sex with Josh?"
"What?"
She seemed truly surprised.
"The zipper
on your dress isn't closed completely."
"Oh,"
she said. "I let him play with my breasts a little bit while we were
making out. But that's all. That's all I ever let guys do. You know that."
"Do I?
Really? You drank alcohol tonight, and you've never done that before," he
said. "Is that all you really let him do?"
"Of course
that's all," she said.
"I think
maybe I'd better confirm that," he said.
"And how
would you do that?" she asked, confused.
"Is your
diaphragm still in?" he asked.
"Of course
it is!" she yipped.
"Well let's
just see about that," he said.
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
Her dress was
off. So were the panties. The hose and garter belt were still on.
She was lying
sideways on her bed with her knees at the edge of the mattress, her lower legs
hanging down. Her knees were spread wide, exposing her sexual core to her
father. The only thing she felt any guilt about was that the Band-aids were
long gone from her nipples. It seemed odd to feel guilty about that. He knew
her dates played with her breasts sometimes.
"I'm going
to take it out, now," he said, kneeling between her thighs.
"I can't
believe you don't trust me," she said, her voice tight.
"I know how
things can get out of control," he said.
Instead of
inserting his fingers to hook the edge of the diaphragm, he spread her vulva
and just peered at her.
"What are
you doing?" she asked.
"Looking for
semen," he said, darkly.
She lifted her
head.
"What if he
wore a condom, Daddy?" she said, acid in her voice.
Bob blinked. She
almost laughed, but knew it would hurt his feelings if she did.
"I didn't
have sex tonight, Daddy. I'm still a virgin. I can't believe you don't
trust me!"
Instead of
responding verbally, he inverted his right hand and probed inside her, feeling
for the rim of the diaphragm. In the process the base of his fingers pressed
against her clit. Her hips gave an involuntary jerk.
"Did I hurt
you?" asked Bob, anxiously, withdrawing his fingers.
"No. You
just rubbed my bump," she said.
"Oh,"
he said. "Sorry."
"Go
ahead," she said.
He went in again.
He hadn't done this since teaching her how to do it. His lack of experience
made it difficult to do without rubbing her clit, so he tried to complete his
task quickly. Her hips rose and fell three times and she moaned before he
finally hooked the rim and tugged the flexible disc from her sexual channel.
"Sorry,"
he said again, as he stood up. Her face was flushed and one of her hands had
moved to cover her mons. Her index finger replaced the base of his fingers and
she used it to circle her bud.
"I was horny
when I got home," she said, lifting her head to look at him again.
"Then you ruined it. Now I'm horny again."
He stood and
stared at her, lying open on the bed. His cock stiffened almost instantly. He
was fully dressed, for once, in case she called and he had to go pick her up.
She knew she could call for help if her date got unruly. Even so, the thin
fabric of his slacks did nothing to hide his arousal.
"Other
daddies don't do this with their daughters," she said, softly.
"I
know," he sighed. "I just worry about you so much."
"I worry
about you, too," she replied.
"Me? Why
would you worry about me?"
"I thought
about it while I was out on my date tonight. I was having such a good time. But
you never go out on dates. You never have. Other daddies have wives to sleep
with. I know you're lonely."
"I'm not
lonely. I have you. You're all I need."
"Josh tried
to put his hand in my panties," she said.
"And just
how did his hand get close enough to try?"
"He ran it
up my leg and found the garter belt. It made him a little crazy."
"I can
imagine," he said, staring down at his little girl, dressed only in a
garter belt and hose.
"You're
looking at me just like he did," she said. There was a little smile on her
lipsticked mouth.
"You're a
beautiful young woman and I'm a man," he said.
Her eyes dropped
to the front of his pants.
"He got like
that too, especially while we danced." She licked her lips.
"Hard," she added, needlessly.
He'd never been
ashamed of the boners she cause in him. Suddenly he was. His hand came to cover
the shame of his erection.
"How did
that make you feel?" he asked.
"Funny. It
made me want to be careful."
"Careful?"
"It made me
want to rub, Daddy."
"Well that's
normal," he sighed. "We've talked about that."
"Yes, but I
never thought that much about it until tonight. I knew Josh wanted to have sex
with me, and I had to be careful not to let him."
"You ...
wanted to ... let him?" His voice was suddenly dark.
"No. But I
got this feeling that if I let him do too much I might start wanting to
let him."
"You're a
smart girl."
"I've had a
good teacher," she said.
"All I've
ever done is tell you not to let a boy have sex with you," he said.
"But you
showed me what things feel like."
"Showed
you?"
"When you
put in the diaphragm," she said. Her eyes half closed. "And when you
took it out, a little bit ago."
"Oh,"
he said, remembering how her hot, clasping pussy had felt around his finger.
"That wasn't my intent."
"I know, but
I couldn't help but feel things."
"And how did
that make you feel?"
She blinked. She
had done nothing to hide her nakedness from him and her legs were still spread,
exposing her sex completely.
"I liked it,
actually. I was mad at you at first, but I got over it. I know you love me. I
love you too. I think that's why I enjoyed it."
"People
wouldn't approve of that," he said, softly.
"I know. I
don't care. It's none of their business. It's just between you and me."
"Do you
understand what you're saying?" His mind was whirling.
"Of course.
I know people would say it's wrong, but it doesn't feel wrong. I didn't
want Josh to touch me ... but I like it when you do."
"Wow,"
he sighed.
"Maybe you
should put my diaphragm back in," she suggested.
"What?"
The imagery that burst into his mind was uncontrollable. For some reason he
visualized it from above and behind, her legs wrapped around his thrusting
hips, her hands smoothing over his back as he pounded into her. The urge to do
just that shocked him. "We can't do that, Cindy. That's out of the
question."
He was also
shocked when she had no problem understanding his meaning.
"Silly. Not
that. I meant just for practice," she said. "I mean it took you a
while to get it in right, and then it took you a while to get it back
out."
He sat and
thought.
"I'm going
to read between the lines here. It sounds to me like you want to be touched.
You want me to touch you."
"Busted,"
she sighed. "But didn't I already tell you I like it when you touch
me?"
"What we've
already done is bad enough," he said. "I mean as far as other people
would look at it. I've reacted to you inappropriately in the past. I'm reacting
to you inappropriately now! I feel bad about that," he confessed.
"And I
don't. Some boy is going to touch me some day. Don't you think I should be
prepared for that? Don't you think I should know what that's going to feel
like?"
"I don't
want to think about that," he sighed.
"But you
know it's going to happen. Some day you're going to walk me down the aisle and
give me away to another man. I can't imagine that, but I know it will probably
happen. Until then, though, you're my man. You're the only one I want to touch
me."
"And putting
your diaphragm in is your excuse to do that."
"Busted
again," she said, smiling.
He thought some
more, trying to muster the strength to deny her.
"If we do
this, I'm going to want to touch you like those boys all want to touch
you," he said.
"Of
course," she said. "That's the whole point."
"I might
want to do more than you want," he groaned.
"I stop the
guys I go on dates with. You know that. I'll stop you when I think I need to.
That's practice for me, too."
"Okay,"
he said, knowing he was surrendering to his own lusts. "How do you want to
start?"
Her hand came to
rest on her abdomen. He couldn't help but think it was a protective gesture,
conscious or not, shielding her womb.
"Well, the
first thing you need to do is take off your clothes," she whispered.
Chapter Two
It was while he
was disrobing that he realized this was all real. He was about to expose his
erection to his baby girl. That wasn't unusual in and of itself ... but the
setting was different. The purpose was different. The fact that she was
obviously eager to see it was what made it impossible to resist doing.
Then, when he
finally stood up, his boner jutting from his loins, she didn't close her legs.
That protective hand on her belly moved, but her fingers didn't bar entrance to
her pussy lips. Instead one finger went back to stroke a circle around her
clit.
"It's
beautiful," she said, softly.
"Really?"
He'd always thought of it as ugly, bent, gnarled.
"That made
me," she sighed. "That actually made a baby!"
"Which is
why I don't want one of them inside you," he admitted.
"I know
you're supposed to touch me, but can I touch you, too?" she asked.
"The boy
will want you to," he said.
"Some of
them have tried that, but I always said no. I never wanted to touch them. I
don't feel that way when I think about touching you, though."
"I suppose
you need to learn how to handle one. Boys can get aggressive."
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
She was a fast
learner, so fast that his mind tried to tell him she'd done this before. He
couldn't imagine that, though, so he pushed that thought aside.
"This is
fun!" she said. "I never thought it would be fun."
That reassured
him it really was her first time.
"It's fun
for me, too," he said.
"Remember
when you taught me how to rub?" she asked, stroking him slowly.
"Of
course," he said. He'd felt a little guilty about that, too, back then,
but had rationalized that she needed to know how to do that to control her
feelings.
"I knew
right away that I'd do that a lot," she said. "I loved it."
"You're
supposed to," he said. "It's a valuable tool for a girl full of
hormones."
"I wanted
you to do it again," she said. "But you never offered to, so I got
used to doing it myself."
"Daddies
aren't supposed to do that for their daughters."
"Other
daddies," she said, stroking smoothly. "When will your semen come
out?"
"It's
complicated," he said. "It has to be done just right."
"I'm doing
it wrong?"
"Not
exactly. I mean if you kept going, eventually it would spurt, but the speed and
grip - and my mindset - have to be just right to get it to go off on
command."
"What
mindset?"
"It helps if
I'm thinking about making love to a woman," he said.
"What woman
do you usually think about?"
"Well
..." He didn't finish. She looked at his face and saw it was inflamed.
There weren't any women in his life ... except her.
"Me?"
she guessed. That guess sent a thrill through her that made goose bumps appear
on her body. Her nipples also erected instantly.
"I
shouldn't," he groaned.
"It's
okay," she said, still feeling amazement that he'd think about her that
way. She looked back at his penis. "I know one of these will go inside me
some day. I can't imagine that. I've put a finger inside me and there's no room
for something like this to go in there."
"Trust me,
it will fit," he groaned. His mind alerted him to the inference he'd just
made. "I don't mean mine," he added, hastily.
"It's scary
to even think about," she said. "Not yours. Yours isn't scary. But it
would never fit. I don't care what you say."
"Not
mine," he said, repeating her comment, though with a very different
meaning. He was thinking about what it might be like feeling him proving her
wrong.
That thought got
him in the right mind set and suddenly the urge to spew was there, banging on
the door to his balls.
"Cindy!"
he gasped.
She looked away
from his prick - at his face - just as the first soothing jet of cum raced
through it, and she missed seeing that first stream arc upwards a foot. She
felt it on her wrist as it fell and looked back to see two more shoot into the
air.
"Oh
look!" she squealed, her mind whirling at everything that was happening.
She felt the heat on her wrist. Her hand felt the pulse inside his penis. She
knew what was happening, and that she was the one who had made it
happen. It was exciting and she wanted it to go on and on.
Of course it
didn't, and he soon began to wilt inside her hand. He didn't stop her because
it felt too good, but eventually there was nothing to stroke anymore and she
reluctantly pulled her hand away. Only then did she inspect the drops of his
essence on her wrist and hand. She sniffed, but detected no odor. She knew
girls claimed to have tasted this stuff. She'd thought that was goofy before
this. Now, because it came from a man she loved with all her heart ... it
didn't seem so goofy anymore.
She stuck the tip
of her tongue out and scooped up a dollop of the milky stuff.
Bob watched,
frozen as she tasted. Her face betrayed nothing.
"A little
bitter," she finally commented. "Salty, too. Strange."
"Wow,"
he said, the word gushing from his mouth. He realized he'd been holding his
breath.
"That was fun!"
she said. She examined her hand. "Messy, but fun. Be right back."
She jumped up and
went to the bathroom, returning with a towel she was cleaning her appendage
with. She looked unbelievably erotic still wearing only the hose and garter
belt. As she used the same towel to clean his appendage, he felt it trying -
unsuccessfully - to become erect again.
"Maybe
someday I'll suck it," she said, astonishing Bob.
It didn't get any
better when she tossed the towel aside and said, "Now it's my turn. I'm so
horny I'm dripping."
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
What let him take
care of her with little concern was the fact that he'd just cum hard and felt
fully satisfied. There was no urge to cram her full of his spurting prick. He
couldn't, even if he wanted to. He felt like his cock wouldn't get hard again
for weeks.
He also wanted to
return the favor. He wanted her to feel as good as she'd made him feel.
As good as she
looked, he told her to remove the hose and belt, which he knew would obstruct
his hand as it slid over her skin. Then he arranged himself on the bed beside
her and commenced to rock her world.
Cindy already
knew that boys her age lusted after her. That was just a fact of life. She knew
men looked at her, too, but had never really been able to believe they'd
actually want to do something with her. Like many girls, she assumed adult
males would view her as "a little kid". Their genuine sexual interest
would be in older women.
Likewise, her own
attitude towards males of the species buttressed her assumption that "sex
with an adult" was a crazy, impossible thing. She knew a few men who made
her nipples tingle, but she'd never thought about actually doing anything with
any of them. She loved her father. He was someone she knew she could trust
implicitly. He was always there for her. She knew he loved her, and that he
would always love her, no matter what. It was that very love they already
shared that made her feel like exploring things sexual with him was the most
rational and normal thing she could do.
It was, in fact,
her well-established feelings for her daddy that made her think of him while
she masturbated. He was the only man in her life who she felt close enough to
invite into that kind of private moment. The fact that he thought about her
while he masturbated got her sexual motor revving. The fact she had just pulled
his essence from within his body already had her inexperienced lust index
cranked up.
He'd touched her
before, of course. He hugged her all the time. He had kissed her countless
times. He'd touched her sexual 99"parts" before, such as when he
taught her how to use a tampon, and of course when they practiced with the
diaphragm. But what he did now was a new way of touching she hadn't been
prepared for. She loved it, but she wasn't prepared for it.
Just the feel of
his hands on her body, sliding all over, touching her breasts (new) and her
butt (new) and even her hips (new) made her feel like she might melt into a
puddle of happiness.
Then he kissed
her, a kiss of a kind that was so different than any kiss he'd ever bestowed on
her before that she had a hard time remembering he was actually her daddy.
All that was like
smoke in the wind, though, when he suddenly, and without warning, slid his
middle finger into her swampy pussy and went searching for the mouth of her
womb, which had so recently been encased in a protective rubber barrier.
Now ... it
wasn't.
It was easy for
him to find and the tip of his finger pried at that opening before rimming it
over and over again.
Her whole body
went into rigor. Fortunately, she'd just taken a breath when he did it, because
her intercostal muscles suddenly weren't working. Still, she felt light-headed
as he used the base of his finger to maul her clit. Then he sucked a stiff
nipple and the shock of that feeling loosened her muscles, letting her expel
her breath and get another one, only to go on overload again as he tried to
intensify what she was feeling. Her shoulders punched into the bed as her back
arched, trying to make sure his mouth didn't abandon her inflamed nipple. Her
hips lurched up and her left leg shot out to the side, that heel digging in to
help her hips rise. She had the insane wish that he could get his entire hand
up inside her.
She felt the part
of his hand that wasn't inside her push on her mons, making her butt come back
into contact with the bed and his finger began to slide out of her.
"Noooo,"
she wailed, only to have that cut off like a banana chopped with a cleaver, as
he used three stiff fingers to whip back and forth, mauling her distended clit.
Again her hips tried to lurch upward, and this time he let her as she gave him
even more room to molest her sexual bud. It felt entirely different than what
she did, even though her motions were identical when she rubbed off. The
pressure he could bring to bear with his big, strong daddy fingers was
unbelievable.
It was so intense
that she went off like a roman candle. That, alone, astonished her, because it
almost always took her at least half an hour to work up to an orgasm. He'd only
been touching her for a minute! Or at least that's what it felt like.
But there it was,
rushing upon her like the waves of the Pacific Ocean had when she was ten and
they visited her aging grandmother in Santa Barbara. The first of those waves
had mauled her entire body and terrified her. She hadn't been prepared for the
power. She'd seen other people just walking around in the surf, unaffected. But
then she'd landed in a heap on the sand and been able to breathe and rub her
eyes dry and the situation had suddenly gotten much more interesting. Now that
she knew she was safe, and what to expect, it seemed like it had been crazy
fun. She'd done it over and over again, just letting the ocean have its way
with her. In the end, that day, she was scraped up all over her body, but
exhilarated anyway.
She welcomed this
wave with no fear whatsoever, though, and as it washed over her body she
already knew she'd beg him to make her feel this way again. She wanted to do
this over and over again, too.
It was the
perfect storm. Just as her brain notified her that things were too sensitive
down there for him to keep going, he slid a finger back in her and stopped,
just letting it rest inside her, spreading her tissues. He stopped sucking her
nipple and just kissed all around it, moving slowly up and over her chin to
seal his lips to hers. When his tongue probed, all her former thoughts about
how nasty French kissing must be also vanished like smoke in the wind and she
opened her lips happily to take in one more (new) thing. It was so gentle and
his tongue felt so wonderfully slippery that she felt like she could do that
forever.
Finally he lifted
his lips and rolled away. His finger seemed to stick gently inside her for a
second, and then broke loose. She sighed at the loss as he pulled that invader
out of her. She realized she was breathing like she'd just run one of Coach
Hudson's suicide drills he loved to inflict on people when he was mad about
something.
She rolled her
head to look at this completely new man in her life, and saw him breathing
easily, a stupid grin on his face.
"Sorry,"
he said. "I might have gone a bit fast. I kind of got excited."
"You have
... to do ... that again!" she panted.
His grin
vanished, to be replaced by a frown.
"That's my
point," he said. "This stuff feels so good that even adults lose
control. You must never, never let yourself get in that position while you're
on a date. If you do, you'll get fucked, plain and simple. You won't be able to
resist, and even if you do, he won't be able - or willing - to stop. That's how
some women get raped, Baby. Making out a little bit on a date is fine, but when
you start getting to the serious stuff then that's when babies get made."
"I don't
want to do that with anybody else," she said.
"For
now," he cautioned. "And it was wrong for me to do that in the first
place. Fathers aren't supposed to feel like this about their daughters."
"I don't see
anything wrong with it," said Cindy. "Not for us. I don't know about
anybody else, but I don't think we did anything wrong at all."
"I'm glad
you feel that way," he said. "I mean the last thing I want to do is
freak you out or hurt you in any way. But it isn't normal, Cindy."
"Has our
life ever been normal? Most kids have a mom and dad. I don't. Most girls don't
have to do the laundry and cook. I do. I'm pretty sure all my friends didn't
get taught how to use a tampon by their fathers. I did. I'm even really sure
that all my friends would say, 'Ewwww' at the thought of their fathers doing to
them what you just did to me. But I loved it. They can be them and we can be
us. That's fine. I don't care about anybody else. All I care about is our
family and in our family, what just happened was fantastic and I want it to
happen again!"
"Cindy,"
he said, softly. "Honey, listen to me. The only reason you didn't get
fucked this time was because I was still soft from having an orgasm."
She blinked.
"You mean
you wanted to ... do that? Really?"
"Of course I
did," he groaned. "I'm a man. Even though I know it's completely
wrong to think about doing that with you, I still wanted to. We can't keep
doing this, because sooner or later something really bad will happen."
"But I loved
it," she whined.
"And I'd
love to climb on top of you and fill your belly with my prick right now!"
he said urgently. "But that's crazy. Impossible. Way out of
line!"
"Well we
won't do that, then," she said. "I agree. But that doesn't mean I
can't feel what I just felt again. I'll just jerk you off each time before you
do that and then you'll be fine."
Bob knew that was
the rationale of callow youth.
But she was
adamant. And she was naked, right next to him, her legs still spread, willing -
no eager - to have him touch her again.
And he was a man,
after all.
He gave her one
more orgasm, this time finger-fucking her, using the base of his finger to
repeatedly beat her clit until she cried out in ecstasy.
By then, however,
he was hard again.
Instead of
letting her jerk him off again, he covered his boner and sent her to bed.
Only then did he
flog his log, beating it like it owed him money and couldn't pay up.
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
Things seemed
impossibly normal for the next few days. Cindy slept late the next day, not
getting up until noon. By then he'd already been to the local home center and
was installing the new ceiling fan he'd gotten to replace the old light fixture
in the kitchen.
She appeared,
naked and hungry, ignoring him as she got something to calm her growling
stomach.
She watched him
work while she ate and then got dressed to go to her friend Charlene's house.
The next two days
went by as if nothing had happened between them at all. Cindy hugged him and
gave him pecks on the cheek, but did nothing overtly sexual towards him. Her
demeanor was as normal as pie. Each day, when she got home from school, she did
her homework and then whatever chores needed doing. She texted her friends,
like always, or watched TV, or read a book. As far as he could tell, what had
happened between them seemed to have had no impact on her at all.
Had he been able
to read her mind, though, he would have known that wasn't the case at all.
Cindy wasn't
fully mature, but she was intelligent and she tried to make decisions
carefully, using her brain rather than her emotions. One example of that was
the fact that Prom night wasn't the first time she'd been an underage drinker.
About six months prior to that, at a sleepover, she'd taken sips of rum and
Coke until she was tipsy. Her fogged mind knew immediately, though, that this
was something that could become addictive. She'd been told that all her life,
but now she finally understood it. She'd stayed clear of booze since then,
until prom night. She'd told her father the truth. She really had taken only a
few sips, fitting in with the others. Some of them had gotten wasted, but Cindy
hadn't felt the effect of the little she'd drunk at all.
That had been
intentional. The instant gratification of getting drunk wasn't worth the
trouble it could cause. Not to Cindy.
Being touched by
her father after prom had been the same kind of thing. She knew within seconds
that she wanted him to touch her every day for the rest of her life. She had
been shocked to her core to learn that sex was addictive! And all he'd done was
touch her!
It had been
particularly troubling, after she had calmed down and had time to think about
it. That was because one of her friends, Veronica Summers, had mounted a
campaign before prom to try to talk Cindy into letting Josh fuck her. Veronica
was the definition of a 'party girl', who liked to talk about how fantastic
having sex was, at least within her tight little circle of friends. She never
did anything with them anymore because she and her boyfriend spent every
possible minute together. Ronnie was one of those girls who want to believe the
fairy tale can be lived, and that everyone will live happily ever after. So she
tried to get other girls to jump into the story and do the things she did.
"You should
let Josh do you after prom," she had said, a week before the dance.
"You don't know what you're missing. You'll thank me afterwards. You'll
love it. I promise."
"I'll think
about it," said Cindy, knowing that would put Veronica off, at least for a
day or two.
Two days later
Ronnie pressed two condoms into her hand. "They're fresh," she said.
"And they're ribbed," she added, grinning. "Have you told him
yet?" She assumed her powers of persuasion had gotten Cindy on board the
sex train.
"I'm going
to surprise him," said Cindy, slipping the condoms in her pocket.
"Not a word, okay?"
"I bet if I
told him he'd have a boner for the rest of the week," giggled Ronnie.
"No. Not one
word," said Cindy. "I want to see the look in his eyes when he finds
out. Promise me!"
"Okay, okay.
But he'll probably pop off right away. He'll be too excited. It's okay, though.
Guys our age can rejuvenate really quick."
"What do you
mean guys our age?" asked Cindy, perking up. "Ronnie. Have you been
doing it with some older guy?"
"Maaaybe,"
said Veronica, unembarrassed. "But I can't talk about it. If anybody found
out he could get in big trouble."
"You're a
slut!" whispered Cindy.
"I
know," grinned Veronica. "But I'm a happy slut."
That had been it.
Veronica, assuming she'd converted Cindy, spent the remaining time before prom
trying to arrange for an orgy to take place at the after prom party she and her
friends were going to. It had been a wild party, that was for sure. There'd been
a lot of booze and a lot of making out. Cindy had seen at least five couples go
into the bedroom and Veronica had ended up topless before her boyfriend had
picked her up and carried her over his shoulder into that room.
It had been
interesting to watch, but when she looked at Josh, she just saw a guy she liked
spending time with a lot. She liked kissing him, too and it was exciting when
his hands wandered. But he wasn't the man she wanted to lose her virginity to.
She knew that deep down inside. But she really did like him. She liked him
enough, in fact, to be very up front about how she felt. She did that when a
very drunk Veronica pushed Cindy and Josh, stumbling along the way, towards the
bedroom.
"You'll
thank me," she'd slurred.
So, once behind
the bedroom door, standing beside a bed that was a disgusting mess, she'd told
him she liked him more than any other boy she'd ever gone out with, but there
would be no sex.
To her delighted
surprise, he'd given out a relieved sigh. "Wow. I was scared shitless
you'd want to do that. I don't want to either. All I can think about when I
think about that stuff is getting the girl pregnant. That would fuck up my life
completely."
"Not to
mention hers," Cindy had pointed out, dryly.
"Yeah, that,
too," Josh had said, so distracted by thoughts of his own downfall that he
missed the tone of her voice.
"So what
should we do?" asked Cindy.
"There is
one thing I've always wanted to do but was too chicken to ask you," said
Josh.
Which is how
Cindy had ended up with the top of her dress down around her waist and Josh's
lips fastened to each of her nipples in turn. And which is when he ran his hand
up her leg under her dress and felt the garter belt. She hadn't minded that. It
had even been fun to pull her dress up and show it to him. But when they
returned to sharing hot kisses and he'd tried to put his hand in her panties,
she'd made him stop and told him the fifteen minutes was up.
She'd made him
stop because it was starting to feel like she had when she'd gotten tipsy at
that slumber party. That sent up a red flag and she paid attention to red
flags.
Which was why it
had been so earth-shaking to the teen when no red flag had popped up at all
when her father touched her. In fact, she had felt completely safe as she
explored something with him she was afraid to do with any other male. Part of
her mind had been astonished when, rather than wanting him to stop, she had
wanted him to go on!
Afterwards, in
her room, lying in bed and masturbating slowly, she thought about how he
had wanted to go on, too. It was an accepted fact that men were horny all the
time and that most would try to get as far as possible if a girl let them. That
was why she had always been so careful about letting a boy get very far at all.
Josh was the first to see her breasts, the first to touch them with his lips.
He was the first to touch her panties - actually the first to get his hand
between her legs at all. She'd wanted to let him go farther and that had scared
her.
But when her
father touched her she hadn't been scared. Even when she was loving it so much
she'd just let it happen.
And the thought
of letting him do what he obviously wanted to do - but what he said they could
never do - didn't scare her at all, either.
And that was what
worried her.
So she took a few
days to think about it all. She tried to do some 'what-iffing,' but it was too
foreign. She knew that amounted to day-dreaming, or fantasy, rather than
rational decision-making.
In the end, she
came to the realization that she'd finally met a man to whom she would happily
give her virginity. She'd lived with him all her life, but in a strange sense
it was as if she had just met him.
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
Bob was lying in
bed reading when Cindy tapped on the open door frame. He looked up and saw she
was naked.
"What's
up?" he asked, feeling blood beginning to stiffen his penis. He was naked,
too, and he placed the book over his traitorous cock to hide it.
"Nothing,"
she said. "I just wanted to talk to you."
"What
about?" he asked.
She took that as
an invitation and came to lie down beside him. He felt the fluff of her pubes
against his thigh and one hot breast touched his arm.
"We're
naked, here," he observed.
"I
know," she said. "We've been naked before."
"Prom night
sort of changed the dynamic," he said.
"I
know," she said, in the same careless voice. "I think it was a good
change."
"I'm not so
sure about that," said Bob.
"I know
you're worried, but you shouldn't be. I feel closer to you than I ever
have."
She put one arm
over his chest and laid her head on his shoulder.
"So ... why
are we talking about this now?" asked Bob. "I mean you haven't said
anything for days and now, suddenly you want to talk about it?"
"I've been
thinking," she said.
"Oh,"
said Bob. "Care to share?"
"It's
complicated," she said.
"That's the
understatement of the century," said her father.
"The short
version is that I don't feel like we did anything wrong. I don't think we could
ever do anything wrong."
"What does
that mean?" asked Bob, feeling his penis become almost fully erect.
"It means
what I said," she said. "I don't think anything we ever do together
will be wrong."
"We can't
have sex, Cindy," he said, softly.
"Okay,"
she said. "But if we ever did, it wouldn't be wrong."
"It would be
wrong on so many levels I can't list them all," he said.
"Maybe for
other families," she said. "I'm not saying we have to do that. All
I'm saying is that if we did, it wouldn't feel wrong to me. You asked me what I
was thinking about, Daddy. All I'm doing is telling you. Don't have a cow,
okay?"
"Oh.
Okay," he said. There was so much whirling around in his mind that he
couldn't pick one thing to actually think about for more than a few seconds.
His daughter had just said she'd let him fuck her! That she wouldn't be freaked
out if he did it! That she actually wanted to do it?
It helped that
all she did was lie there with her head on his shoulder. She wasn't doing
anything sexual, with the proviso that being nude with your equally nude father
wasn't sexual. He was the one who was reacting sexually. He was rock hard. The
book wasn't lying flat across his groin any longer.
Slowly he forced
himself to focus on each of the concepts flittering through his mind. What
should he do? What should he not do? What was she going to do? How
should he react if she did this ... or that? He felt helpless. How had things
come to this? Should he get up and go masturbate in the bathroom? Should he get
her off and send her to bed?
He had plenty of
questions. The problem was no answers materialized in his mind to bring any
order into the chaos.
Finally he
decided that talking about everything with her might help and his mind came
back to the here and now.
Only to find her
slow breaths and completely limp body announcing she'd fallen asleep on his
shoulder.
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
Now the immediate
issues were more defined. His boner demanded attention. There was no way he
could go to sleep in the condition he was in. Especially if her warm, naked
body was pressed to his all night.
He moved,
disturbing her intentionally.
"Cindy,"
he said, softly.
"What?"
Her voice was high, confused.
"You fell
asleep. You need to get up and go to bed."
"I don't
want to," she complained. "Can't I just stay here?"
"Honey,
that's not a good idea."
"Why not?
I'm sooo comfortable. I don't want to get up."
"I
understand, Baby," he said. "But I'm not comfortable."
She lifted her
head.
"Why
not?"
"Sweetie,
you can't come in here and tell me you're okay with having sex with me and
think it won't affect me."
"Oh,"
she said, laying her head back down. "I told you we don't have to do
anything."
"I know
that," he said, frustration creeping into his voice. "But that
doesn't mean I don't want to. That ... affects me. I can't go to sleep with you
here, like this."
Her head came
back up and her eyes went to his groin. She moved the hand that had lain on his
stomach just above the book and lifted the obstruction off his rampant prick.
"I can help
you with that," she said.
"Cindy!"
he groaned.
"What? I can
help you. And then you'll be relaxed and won't want to do naughty things with
me and everything will be fine."
"You helping
me is decidedly naughty," he observed.
"Not as
naughty as what that wants to do right now," she said.
"Fuck
me," he groaned.
She came up on
one elbow.
"I thought
you didn't want to do that."
"That's not
what I meant," he sighed. "It's just a figure of speech. I'm a little
frustrated right now."
"Daddy,"
she said. "We can't undo what's been done. We can't pretend nothing
happened. That is in our lives now. It seems simple to me. If I help you then
you won't be all excited anymore and then you can go to sleep. Right?"
"Okay, let's
say you're right," he said. "You want to stay here. What happens when
I wake up in the middle of the night and get horny again?"
"Then I'll
help you again," she said. "But you won't wake up. You sleep like the
dead. Whenever I try to get you to get up it takes me ten minutes just to get
you to move. You know that."
That was true.
Bob wasn't a morning person. Running your own business from home tended to
nourish that character trait. It wasn't unusual for Cindy to be long gone to
school before he got up and got around.
It was the memory
of her soft hand on his cock that tipped the scales. To feel that again would
be wonderful. More than wonderful.
And then maybe he
really could get to sleep.
Somehow the issue
of her staying there faded into the background.
"Okay,"
he said.
Chapter Three
She wasn't sleepy
any longer. She was having too much fun to be ready for slumber. Her hand moved
smoothly up and down his rigid shaft while he moaned and groaned, his hips
moving constantly. She was fascinated to watch the thick skin that covered his
knob stretch and become impossibly thin, moving with her hand to expose the
purplish head, with its weeping little eye. It was obvious he loved this and
she was the one who was making it happen.
She knew she
wasn't going fast enough but it was fun to tease him a little, to get his hips
to thrust upwards. She knew what that movement meant, in the context of having
sex. His hips had done that when he made love to her mother. Maybe it was even
on this very bed! This was the only bed she ever remembered him sleeping in.
She'd never known her mother; couldn't remember a single thing about her. But
if she had abandoned this lovely stiff thing then she must have been crazy.
"Cindy!"
groaned her father. She could hear the mixed frustration and joy in his voice.
He'd urged her to speed up several times. She always had, but then went back to
a languid, teasing stroke. His reaction to all this was perfect.
"If I speed
up you'll make a mess," she said.
"I'm supposed
to make a mess," he groaned. "That's the whole point of this!"
"Then I'd
have to get up and get a towel and clean up," she complained.
"Cindy!"
he barked.
"Oh,
okay," she said. "Maybe won't be so messy if I do this."
She scooted up
and, after sliding her hand downwards until it impacted his balls gently,
opened her mouth and closed it over that purple knob.
She was a little
nervous about this, but had already decided to do it. One part of her had to
know what it was like. Another part was worried she wouldn't like it. She
wanted to like it ... wanted him to like it.
She didn't have
time to worry for long. He lifted his head, his eyes wide with incredulity,
said, "Oh fuck!" and filled her mouth with something warm and
slippery. At the same time his hips lurched and the spurting head slid over her
tongue like it was a Slip and Slide, to engage her gag reflex. She jerked her
head upwards by instinct and closed her mouth as it slid off of him. That was
instinct, too, to avoid drooling what was in her mouth.
Only then did the
taste register with her fragmented mind. That taste steadied her, being
something strange but not unpleasant in the least. Swallowing was also
instinctive and that happened just as another spurt leapt from the tip of his
cock. It only went a few inches and plopped down on the skin just above his
pubic hair. She had never let go of the grip she had on his shaft and now she
aimed the tip at her mouth again and swooped in to get whatever came out next.
Now she sucked
repeatedly, like he did when he nursed her nipples. His cry sounded like he was
in agony but she knew it was a sweet agony. She'd felt that sweet agony
herself, with his finger inside her.
She felt him
softening in her hand. That odd taste had dissipated, too, so she gave one
final suck as she pulled her lips reluctantly from his member. She paused to
pay real attention to the lingering taste in her mouth and decided it tasted
like incense smelled. That made no sense, but it was what came to mind.
She looked at the
small mess on his abdomen and leaned down to suck and lick it away. That
brought the strength of the taste back and let her confirm that, as often as he
would allow, she would taste this again.
"Wow,"
he said, panting heavily. "I didn't expect that!"
"I
know," she said, swallowing again. "I didn't tell you I was going to
do it because I thought you'd say no."
"I would
have," he admitted.
"But you
won't from now on," she said, firmly.
She crawled up to
resume her place next to him, draping her arm across his chest again. She
nuzzled his shoulder, kissing it with soft lips.
"Feel
better?" she asked.
"Wow, do I
feel better," he sighed. "That was incredible."
"Been a
while, huh?" she teased.
"Your mother
only did that once. After that she refused to do it again," he said.
"Then she
was an idiot," said Cindy. "I'm going to do that again. Lots of
times."
"Cindy,"
he groaned, warning in his voice.
"Think you
can go to sleep, now?"
He didn't want to
argue. That would ruin the moment and get him tense again.
"Yes,"
he said.
"I'm
glad," she said. "Of course now I won't be able to go to
sleep. I'm all horny after doing that."
"Cindy!"
he groaned again.
"Come on,
Daddy. Just help me a little bit, like I helped you, and we'll both get a good
night's rest."
"Crap,"
he sighed.
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
It was incredible
to watch her reaction as he worked on her. She lay on her back, arms above her,
legs spread wide. Her knees bent every so often and her heels dug into the
covers as her hips lifted. He had decided to bring her off fast, but she wasn't
cooperating. Rubbing his stiff fingers back and forth across her distended clit
made her moan, but that's all she did. He added his lips, sucking at her tender
nipples and her hands came to cradle the back of his head.
"Yessss.
Ohhh, I love that," was all she said.
Finally he gave
her what she wanted, sliding his middle finger into her furnace-hot pussy and
probing deep. He got another "Yessss," as he felt the puckered mouth
of her womb and teased it with the tip of his finger. He could feel the opening
and get just half an inch into it but his finger was not long enough to probe
more deeply than that.
With
his finger still deep inside her he pulled, crushing her clit with the pad of
his hand where the palm met his fingers. He moved that pad up and down, causing
his finger to pull out and probe again, over and over until she went off with a
scream of ecstasy.
"Oh yes,
yes, yes ... Daddy oh yes, ohhhh yesssssssss," she panted.
Then she went
limp and he knew it was time to stop. Pulling his finger from her he rubbed her
pussy lips gently, circling his fingers a few times.
"Better?"
he asked.
"I love
you," she panted.
"I
know," he said.
He let her catch
her breath, during which she rolled to re-establish her embrace with him,
breathing hotly into his shoulder.
"Thank
you," she murmured.
"Any
time," he said, without thinking first.
"I'll hold
you to that," she said, before he could take it back.
"Crap,"
he sighed.
Then he just held
her until they both drifted off to sleep.
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
True to form he
did not wake up during the night. Cindy did, because she was cold. She knew it
was fruitless to try to get him to wake up enough to move off the covers so she
could pull them down and then back over them, so she just got up and got a blanket
from the closet.
Then, after
covering them both, she fell back to sleep.
Her last
conscious thought was that she intended for this to become the norm.
From now on she
was sleeping in Daddy's bed.
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
The next morning,
when Bob woke up, Cindy was gone, already in first period at school. He looked
around the room, which looked as normal as pie. Even his naked, now flaccid
penis looked normal.
But he knew it
had been in Cindy's mouth. It had been obvious she not only didn't mind, but
relished the act. He could still remember her writhing body as he pleasured
her. The memory of her happy gurgles brought some stiffness to his cock.
He tried to
distract himself with work, but was only partially successful.
It was clear she
intended to continue this illicit relationship. He knew his daughter. When she
set her mind on something, she was immovable.
That left him
with the question of what he was going to do.
He was four hours
into work when he came to the realization there wasn't anything he could
do. Sure, there were options, such as sending her away, but that would destroy
the family. He couldn't do that. Nor were there any other choices he thought of
that would halt - or even curtail - her amorous intentions; no things he could
pursue without breaking the two of them apart and doing lasting damage to her
psyche. His, too, for that matter.
But would letting
her continue also damage her? He wasn't worried about himself. He loved her
and, even if that love had become unconventional ... taboo ... he knew he would
always love her, no matter what happened.
In his mind he
went over all that had happened, seeking any information, any evidence that she
had suffered in any way from what they had done. He couldn't think of a single
thing. She hadn't been sullen or moody. She hadn't spent more time away from
home than usual. She had sought out his bed the night before. It was obvious
she'd gotten up during the night to get the blanket, but she hadn't gone back
to her own bed. She had wanted to sleep with him. Not in the conventional
understanding of 'sleeping with', of course, but still...
He tried to feel
guilt for drawing attention to his boner while her stated intention was just to
stay there and cuddle a little bit. She obviously hadn't minded. And she stayed
there after her own orgasm, when she could easily have gone back to her own bed.
He hadn't
molested her. He didn't care what definition one used, he couldn't detect any
meaningful violation of her trust or innocence. It never occurred to him that
the way he'd raised her might have led to this, or that a criminal psychologist
might call it an extended period of grooming. Even if someone had suggested
that, he'd have laughed. He never intended to have sex with his daughter. He
hadn't sought out that first time. He hadn't been trying to do anything sexual
with her at all after prom.
He'd merely been
suspicious ... seeking evidence of her betrayal of their family values.
He couldn't
actually remember the details of how they ended up in bed, naked, with his
finger in her vagina. It seemed like a misty dream.
Last night, on
the other hand, he remembered with crystal clarity.
As he thought
about that he realized he was rock hard in his pants.
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
He was plugging
in the new power supply he'd installed in a desktop computer when he heard the
door slam and Cindy's voice ring out.
"I'm
home!" she yelled.
"Shop,"
he yelled back.
She appeared in
the door to his workshop and leaned against the door-jamb. She looked so
beautiful he had to swallow before he could speak.
"How was
school?"
"Boring."
"Necessary,"
he said.
"I know. I
wish you would home school me like your parents did for you."
"You'd miss
all your friends," he pointed out.
"True. But
I'd be able to spend more time with you."
"Considering
last night, that might not be the best course of action," he said.
"Pooh,"
she said. "I'm starving. I'm going to fix a snack. You want
anything?"
What he wanted
right now was for her to be naked, sitting on his lap, facing him, with his
cock firmly in her pussy.
"I'm
good," he said, trying to think of something else.
"Yes ... you
are," she said with an impish grin. "I slept like a log last
night."
He didn't rise to
the bait. Instead he peered into the innards of the computer and pretended to
be busy.
At supper she
said, in a completely normal voice, "Josh broke up with me today."
"I'm
sorry," he said.
"He said we
were getting too serious."
"It's more
likely he got tired of you shutting him down," said Bob.
"No, I don't
think so. He's a good guy. He never complained about how I felt about fooling
around. I think prom made him want more than he was used to wanting and it
scared him."
"Well, keep
in touch with him, then," said Bob. "When you're older that's the
kind of man you want to form a lasting relationship with. You want a man who
cares about you."
"I already
have one of those," said Cindy, staring at him.
"Not me,
silly," he said. "I mean the man you're going to have babies
with." He blinked. "Assuming you want children. It's okay if you
don't."
"Oh, I
do," she said. "Not right now, of course. That's one reason I'm not
unhappy with Josh."
"I don't
understand," said Bob.
"He wasn't
the only one who felt the urge to go farther than was comfortable for both of
us," she said. "That's why I was so horny when you removed my
diaphragm."
"Oh,"
he said. "Great." His last word was said in a sarcastic tone.
"Daddy, you
don't have to worry about me. I understand how seductive sex is. I'm not going
to get into a situation like that with any boy I haven't already decided to
sleep with."
"You don't
need to be thinking about sleeping with anybody," said Bob, firmly.
"Except
you," she said, sweetly.
"About
that," he said.
"There's
nothing to talk about," she interrupted. "I liked it very much and
I'm going to keep doing it."
"Sweetheart,
that's a really bad idea," he groaned.
"No it
isn't. Last night was perfect. I made you happy and then you made me happy. And
it didn't take all that long! I see no problem with handling things that
way."
"One of
these nights I might actually wake up," he warned.
"Well, then,
we'll deal with that eventuality when it happens," she said.
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
They were
watching a movie, Meet Joe Black. Bob had seen it several times and, while it
was on his list of top movies, he was tired.
"I'm going
to bed," he said.
"You go
ahead," she said, her eyes on the screen. "I want to finish this.
I'll be there later."
He tried to go to
sleep so he'd be in that condition when she came to his bed. It didn't work. He
opted for another "safety" measure and picked up his book to try to
read. Forty-five minutes later she appeared in his doorway, again naked.
"What do you
think you're doing?" she asked.
"Reading?"
"You never
sleep in your shorts," she pointed out.
"I thought I
would tonight," he said.
"Wrong!"
she growled. "Take them off!"
"You're not
the boss of me," he chanted.
"Daddy!"
"Give me a
break," he groaned. "We shouldn't be sleeping together anyway, much
less naked."
"If you
don't take those off this instant I'm going to let the next boy who asks me out
take my virginity!" she snapped.
"Bring out
the big guns, why don't you?" groused Bob, as he pushed his jockey's down
and kicked them off on the floor.
"That's
better," she said. "You're not hard," she noted.
"I'm not
perpetually erect," he replied.
She stood,
bending her elbows and moving her hands like a model on TV showing off some
prize. This drew attention to her naked glory.
"You want
your old man to get horny every time he sees you?" he groaned.
"Maybe I
do," she said, putting her hands on her hips. "Maybe it makes me feel
good ... pretty."
"You passed
pretty years ago," said Bob. "I believe you're in the drop-dead
gorgeous category these days."
"That's even
better," she said. "Tonight we pull the covers back so I don't have
to get up in the middle of the night and fumble around for a blanket."
"You sure
are bossy," he said, grinning.
"Are you
calling me a cow?" Her eyebrows rose.
"Bossy the
cow? I forgot all about her. I haven't read you that story in decades."
"'Decades'
means more than one," said Cindy, walking toward the bed. "That would
be hard, considering I'm only sixteen. One decade, maybe, but not two or
more."
"Aren't you
a little smarty pants tonight," teased her father.
"That would
be difficult. I don't have on any pants," she teased back.
"Because I'm ready for bed, and in this house there are no pants in
bed."
With that she
jumped on the bed, landing on her knees and bouncing to land on top of her
father. She tried to tickle him, but squealed when he tickled back. In the
process she ended rubbing her pussy lips all over his not-so-limp penis, which
started to erect the second she landed on him.
In the end she
scooted up to kiss him, a long, passionate kiss in which tongues were involved.
When that broke, she raised her head enough to look in his eyes.
"I love
you," she said, softly.
"I love you
too," he said. "If you don't get off of me, though, I'm going to end
up loving you too much."
"Why?"
she asked, frowning.
He moved his
hands to her waist and pushed her down. The tip of his now fully erect prick
nudged between her slippery pussy lips.
"Because it
would be really easy now to keep pushing," he said.
"Oh!"
she yipped, softly. She blinked. "That feels ... different."
"I would
hope so," he said, pulling her back up.
Her own hands
went to the bed and pushed her back down, just enough to repeat the almost
invasion of her untried channel.
"No, I mean
all I've ever had in me is a finger, either yours or mine. That makes things
spread way far apart. I can feel it."
"Feel any
more and you won't be a virgin anymore," said Bob, his grip on her waist
tightening. "You won't be able to run out in a huff and throw it away on
some pimply-faced kid."
"I didn't
mean that," she said.
He felt her
trying to move down. He countered by pulling on her waist.
"I thought
we weren't going to do this," he said.
"We're not.
It just feels ... interesting. I'm not trying to get it in me."
"Well what
are you trying to do?"
"I don't
know ... just feel it, I guess."
"Let's feel
something less dangerous," he suggested.
She stopped
trying to push down and did a pushup with her arms instead.
"Okay!"
she said, animatedly.
She crawled down
and engulfed him in her mouth, sucking strongly this time. She stopped long
enough to look up at him.
"I love
doing this," she said.
Then she went
back to it. It was obvious she was sucking him in a way that was fun, rather
than trying to get him to spurt. She was teasing him again. But this time he
was prepared for it, so he just lay back and enjoyed the crap out of it.
Her intent became
clear when she finally pulled off him again.
"I'm
ready," she said.
"Ready for
what?" he teased.
"Ready to
taste you," she said. "Are you ready?"
"I've been
ready all day," he sighed.
"Awww."
She went back to
work, this time sucking only the knob and moving her hand up and down on his
shaft. If he hadn't known better, he'd have thought she had a lot of practice
at this. But he knew she was just a very quick learner, who remembered what
he'd told her about making this happen. Within another two or three minutes he
warned her.
She stayed firmly
on him and this time, when his hips lurched, she went with the flow, sucking
and swallowing without taking her mouth off of him. She went a bit too long and
he got sensitive. He reached to touch her head and she lifted it, smacking her lips
and smiling.
"I really
like doing that," she sighed. "But it got me major horny. My
turn?"
The decision he
made happened in a split second. He hadn't thought about going down on her, but
he took her request literally. If he'd have thought about it for a few seconds
his intentions might have moderated, but she flopped down on her back, wide open,
ready for her treasure to be plundered by his fingers.
He plundered it
with his tongue, instead.
Her reaction was
comical. At first she didn't realize what he was going to do. When she did, he
saw the blood drain from her face. She yipped, "No! You can't do
that!" but by then it was too late and his lips were already welded to her
lower ones. She went stiff and her legs tried to close, running into his
shoulders.
"Daddeeeeeeee,"
she squealed.
Then the tone of
her squeal changed as his tongue found her clit and teased it before his lips
tried to crush it in a velvet vise. Her tone went from shocked to surprised,
and then morphed into a delighted whine as what he was doing finally made it to
her brain. Her legs flew back open and then closed to go over his back as her
abs tried to pull her butt off the bed.
He slurped
happily and pushed his tongue as far into her channel as he could get it. He
replaced that with two fingers, fucking her gently with them while he went back
to work on her clit.
He winced at the
volume of her scream when she popped. Her fists beat the bed covers and she
twisted so strongly he had to reach up and put his arms over her abdomen to be
able to keep his lip lock on her happy button. When she finally went limp,
mewling with pleasure, he backed off her button and used the flat of his tongue
to comb her pussy lips.
"That was
intense!" she gasped, panting deeply.
He didn't
respond. He just kept licking.
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
Again she was
satisfied and drifted off to sleep in his arms. He was mildly stiff after
giving her oral pleasure, but it wasn't an urgent sense of lust. He didn't
disentangle himself from her to go masturbate. It was too comfortable in her
warm embrace.
As things turned
out, he probably should have gotten up to jerk off. Then again, it's hard to
tell. He stayed stiff as he went to sleep, but he might have gotten that way
later anyway.
What ensued
wasn't intentional. In fact, an argument might be made that it couldn't even
have been anticipated. Bob was a heavy sleeper and once asleep he didn't move
around much. To be honest, he probably stayed stiff only because he began to
dream quickly. Cindy, on the other hand, moved around a lot. She didn't wake up
while she did this, but it wasn't unusual for her to roll over and move her
arms and legs around several times during the night.
Wrapped up in his
arms, though, her range of motion was restricted. As a result, her legs did
most of the moving that night. Several times, with her chest pressed against
his, her left leg raised and draped itself across his leg, or thigh or hip.
These movements didn't waken either of them. But this process opened up her
sexual core, leaving it defenseless when, at one point, her movements brought
her slightly parted pussy lips in contact with the tip of his still hard penis.
There was no
penetration at first, just a sort of nestling of the tip between her
still-flushed labia. Perhaps some subliminal instinct caused her, sometime
later, to wiggle in his arms. Maybe she was adjusting weight on the arm under
his neck. For whatever reason she moved downward an inch and her sex slowly
enveloped the glans of his penis, pushing the foreskin down. His knob stretched
her slowly, more or less easing into her, but she was still stretched. Perhaps
that discomfort, registering somewhere in her slumbering brain, demanded some
adjustment to ease that tension and she wiggled again, moving down enough that
her tight opening slid into the dip between the head of his penis and the
shaft.
That stretched
her less and was more comfortable, the stretching being eased just enough to
satisfy her unconscious brain.
As the night went
on, she wiggled more, lifting and lowering her leg and, very slowly, she inched
her way farther onto his cock.
When she woke up,
it was from a very nice dream. She knew that much, but couldn't remember why it
was nice. Then her foggy mind recognized something was wrong. It wasn't his
body against hers. She expected that ... wanted that. Slowly her mind did
inventory, trying to go back to sleep but wanting to identify what was ...
different. She realized she was ... horny.
Her eyes popped
open in the dark as she felt the unfamiliar pressure inside her sexual channel.
Confused, she lifted her head. Her leg was draped over his thigh. She pulled it
off of him and let it fall on top of her other leg, only to feel the pressure increase.
In the instant of
understanding she moved, and gobbled up another inch of her father's penis. She
gasped and froze, trying to understand and evaluate what was happening.
It felt ... good!
Her mind was too
muddled with sleep to concentrate on the fact that she was no longer a virgin,
or to try to determine how this had happened. It just reacted to the pleasure
and made her wiggle again, lifting her leg and hooking her heel behind his calf
to use it to help her pull herself even farther onto his prod. Her clit was
scraped in the process and she moaned softly.
"Daddy?"
she whispered. "Daddy!"
He didn't move.
His slow breath told her he was asleep.
"Daddy!"
she said, poking him with one finger. "You're in me, Daddy!"
It occurred to
her to just move upward. Her arm under his neck even gave her a purchase to
help her do so. Doing that caused the four inches of cock in her pussy to
slowly scrape her sensitive flesh. Maybe her G-spot got involved. Whatever the
reason, the act of trying to get off of this thing poking up into her belly
only made the pleasure even greater and, with a sigh, she instinctively
reversed her direction of movement, pulling herself back onto him.
"Daddy!"
she hissed. "Daddy, you have to wake up!"
He didn't.
She was now awake
enough to think about things more rationally. She knew she could practically
roll him out of bed and he might not wake up completely. It took him forever to
become fully aware of his surroundings in the morning. She didn't really need
for him to wake up. She knew she could get off of the thing sticking in her.
The problem was
... she didn't want to.
Bob had been
having a stream of dreams, was in the middle of one, in fact. Like hers, it was
a very nice dream. He was lying on the sand by the ocean with Valerie, his
wife. She had come out of the surf wearing a little black bikini he didn't even
know she owned. It showed off her body beautifully. Then, apparently because
they were on a nude beach, she popped the catch on the bra and pulled at the
ties on the hips of the panty and bared her beautiful body to the whole world.
That led to the inevitable erection he was now prodding her with as they necked
on the sand.
His hips gave a
thrust, to get farther into her.
Cindy gasped as
she was suddenly filled completely with hard daddy-prick. It went deep, his
hips freezing for a few seconds, and then he relaxed, letting his cock return
to where it had been. He flexed again and murmured in his sleep.
"Daddy,"
she moaned. "You're fucking me, Daddy."
She was not
unhappy about this in the slightest, however, and hoped he would do it again.
In his dream
Valerie was telling him she wanted to be on top. That was her favorite
position. She liked to take charge during sex, demanding that he do this or
that, or that they engage in this position or another that she liked. He had
never cared. It was just glorious to be in her. It was easy to hug her body and
roll with her, pulling her up so she could do what she liked.
Cindy gasped
again as his arms tightened around her and, as if she weighed nothing, rolled
to pull her on top of him. The covers caught on her shoulder and hip and she
felt them being pulled away from the edge of the bed. Her father's hands came
to land on her hips and, as in his dream, he helped his lover impale herself
fully on his bone.
It had been
instinct for Cindy to put her hands on the bed and push her upper torso up.
That instinct, plus his hands, resulted in her untried pussy being stuffed to
the maximum, her clit crushed and her cervix abused by the tip of his penis.
It was her groan
that woke Bob up. As deep and hard a sleeper as he might be, some evolutionary
need to react to the distress calls of his young penetrated his brain and he
lifted his head.
"What?"
came his scratchy voice. It took him a second but then he remembered why he
woke up. "Cindy?"
"Ohhh
Daddy," came her voice in what sounded almost like a sob.
"What's
wrong?" he asked, lifting his head. He was confused, not fully awake.
Then he felt the
furnace-hot vice surrounding his penis. His first thought was Valerie, no doubt
from his disturbed dream. But he knew Valerie was gone. The only other person
it could be burst in his mind like fireworks.
"Cindy!"
he gasped.
"Daddy!"
she groaned.
"What are
you doing?"
"I don't
know. I woke up and it was in me. Then you rolled over and all of a sudden it
was all the way in me."
"Well get
off!"
"Okay."
She leaned forward and started to pull off of him. Her clit loved that
movement. "Mmmm. Do I have to?"
"What? Of
course you have to!"
His hands, still
on her hips, slid up her sides and he pulled. There was a wet, squelching sound
followed by a soft *pop* as the vacuum created by his withdrawing prick was
broken. Her arms went limp and she fell onto his chest, breathing hard.
He reached for
the lamp on the nightstand and turned it on. Both of them squinted against the
sudden brightness. He rolled her back toward her original position and got up
on one elbow, looking down. The covers were in the way and he pulled them
downward with a jerk. His prick looked shiny.
"How did
that happen?" he asked, his voice high.
"I don't
know," she said, her voice several years younger than she was. "I
woke up and it was in me ... not all the way, but in me. Then you rolled me on
top of you and I tried to sit up and it went way up inside me. Then you woke
up. That's all I know."
"I was in
you?"
"Yes."
"Are you
okay?"
"Yes, I
think so. It hurt at first, but not for very long. By the time you told me to
get off it didn't hurt anymore."
"You're not
a virgin anymore?" He blinked.
"I don't
think so," she said.
"How did
this happen?" he groaned.
"Daddy, I
told you, I woke up and -"
"I know
that," he snapped. He frowned. "I was dreaming about your mother. We
were on a beach and I was ..."
"Fucking
her?"
"Making
love," he said automatically. "It's not fucking. We were making love.
She liked to be on top."
"You pulled
me on top of you," said Cindy.
"I did that
in my dream," he said. His frown deepened. "I told you sleeping
together was a bad idea!"
"Daddy, I'm
fine. You didn't hurt me, not really. I just felt too full. I'm okay."
"Cindy, I
fucked you in my sleep!" he barked.
"You made
love to me in your sleep," she corrected him.
Her impudence
brought him out of his funk.
"I'm sorry,
Baby," he said. "I was afraid something like this might happen. I
should have made you go to your own room."
"I wouldn't
have," she said. "I'm not freaked out, Daddy. I'm not even sorry. It
was getting really nice when you made me get off."
"We talked
about this," he groaned. "That's crossing the line. We can't do
that."
"That's a
line that's already been crossed," she said, pragmatically. "Whether
it was intentional or not is immaterial. The sky didn't fall. I'm not unhappy.
I don't think you should be, either. It was an accident. Besides, now I know
what it feels like so I don't have to be curious anymore."
"You were
curious? About that?"
"Of course I
was. Every girl knows it will happen to her some day. She can't help but wonder
what it will feel like."
"But not
curious about what it would feel like with ... me," he said, trying to
reassure himself.
She pulled him
back down beside her.
"I've never
been curious about a particular man, Daddy. Turn the light off. I have school
in ..." She raised her head and looked over his chest at the clock beside
the lamp, "... four hours. I need to sleep."
"You should
go to your own room," he said.
"I'm
comfortable here," she said firmly.
He wanted to
argue but he knew it wouldn't do any good. All it would do was wake them up
more thoroughly. He reached and the room went dark again. He felt her turn to
face his side, laying her arm across his chest. She kissed his shoulder.
"It could
happen again, Cindy," he said, trying one last time.
"If it
happens again, don't make me get off this time," came her muffled voice.
Chapter Four
Bob woke to find
her gone. He was confused. How could something like that have happened and he
not wake up until it was too late?
He lay there
thinking about it. He had fucked his daughter! A smile formed on his lips
unbidden as he remembered her correcting him. Okay. He had made love to his
daughter. Sort of. But in his dream it had been his wife. If she was still here
this never would have happened. She had failed him again and she'd been gone
more than fourteen years when she did it!
But Cindy wasn't
gone. She hadn't screamed and run away. If anything she had accepted what
happened with astonishing aplomb. He thought it was ironic that his daughter
was more loyal to him than his wife had been.
He threw the
covers off and sat up. That was when he found the note she'd left him. It said:
"I love you" with a smiley face drawn under that. With just a few
words she'd let him know everything was fine.
He had morning
wood, the iron hard kind. He wondered if his daughter had looked at it when she
got up. Had she done more than look? The way he slept he'd never have known.
He sat on the pot
rather than trying to aim with an unbendable appendage. When he was finished it
stayed hard. He looked at it. That had been inside Cindy last night!
He remembered her
final words to him before they went back to sleep.
Suddenly he was
jacking his cock, imagining them waking up again and not stopping this time.
He tried to aim
in the commode, but ended up wiping his semen up off the rim of the bowl and
the floor with a wad of toilet paper.
He hadn't cum
that hard in years.
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
Bob stared at the
little piece of paper on his desk. It had come from a small pad they used to
establish a grocery list. As they used something up, or thought of something
they needed to get, it was added to the list. Then it was torn off on shopping
day and a new one started. For her to write that note meant she was thinking
about him after she'd gotten up and was probably eating breakfast.
She'd had plenty
of time to decide too much had happened, that things had gone too far.
Obviously she hadn't felt that way, and she'd taken the time to let him know in
a simple way. That note had let him work for most of the day. He glanced at it
frequently and it calmed him.
At three in the
afternoon he was taking a break, sipping a cup of coffee, staring at the note
when the realization that had been niggling at his subconscious mind finally
rose to the surface.
He was going to
fuck his daughter. He winced, because that four letter word kept reverberating
in his mind. That's what anyone else would call it. People would say, "Can
you believe it? He fucked his own daughter!" Those people wouldn't
call it making love. They'd call it fucking. The word blinked in his mind like
a neon light, turning on and off.
But it would
happen, sooner or later. Probably sooner. She hadn't complained. Not only that,
she'd suggested she'd welcomed another "accident." She'd written that
note after waking up and, no doubt, thinking about how she was no longer a
virgin. She'd lost her virginity and it had been under conditions nobody would
call 'normal'. And yet, she'd written him a little love note. This wasn't a
daughter telling her dad she loved him like millions of girls said it on a
daily basis. This was from a woman to the man who had taken her virginity. And
the smiley face indicated she wasn't upset about it at all.
So it would
happen again, and this time it wouldn't be while they were unconscious, having
dreams. It would be intentional. Both of them would be fully aware of what was
happening. In fact ... it would quite likely happen more than once.
He had a little
daydream wherein Cindy basically took the place of his absent wife. In this
fantasy he came up behind her while she was doing something in the kitchen and
slid his hands around her body, intending to lift them to cup her breasts.
His hands ran
into a swollen belly and he actually jerked, in reality, opening his eyes.
He was mildly
astonished that he'd accepted this situation without actually thinking about
it. Some part of his mind that was still sane had reminded him - pointedly -
that there were consequences to going down this path. She wasn't on the pill
and he hadn't had a condom in the house in over a decade.
He frowned,
trying to remember when his conscious mind had abandoned sanity and accepted
the fact that it was inevitable that he was going to commit incest with his
daughter. He knew it would happen. He could feel it in his bones. The slippery
slope they had hopped onto was wide and long and he couldn't see any way of
them stopping unless he sent her away. It would kill him to do that. That was
even more unthinkable than having sex with her.
His thought
process was interrupted by Cindy coming through the door. Her "I'm
home!" went into his ears and somehow, filled his penis with blood. He
glanced at his watch. He'd been just sitting there thinking about things for
over an hour.
She appeared in
his office door.
"Hi,"
she said, leaning against the jamb. She looked so gorgeous it made him weak.
Usually she went
to her room, changed clothes (or just took them off) and did her homework. On
this day she came into the room, pulled his desk chair away from the desk and
turned him to face her. She was wearing a skirt, which allowed her to straddle
his thighs and sit down, facing him.
Instead of saying
anything, she leaned toward him and bestowed on him a smoking-hot kiss that
made it perfectly clear she thought of him as her lover, rather than her
father. Somehow his hands came up to grip her breasts, squeezing them gently.
When she pulled
back he gave it his last gasp.
"If we keep
doing this I'm going to end up fucking you."
She didn't
correct him this time.
"I
know." Her voice made it sound careless, as if he'd said, "You have
to go to school tomorrow."
Then she kissed
him again, this time with not quite as much passion. When that kiss broke she
licked his lips with the tip of her tongue and leaned back.
"But I have
to do homework first. And supper. After that we'll see what happens."
He was
dumbstruck, and his reply was automatic.
"Okay."
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
Bob's mind
continued to whirl as Cindy's behavior continued to be as unremarkable and
normal as it had ever been. She didn't tease him, or make any further reference
to what it sounded like she intended to happen later. During supper she talked
about school, and some of her friends. She notified her father of upcoming
events and asked him if she could host a sleepover two weeks hence. The only
anomaly was that she asked about his current projects, something she had never
taken interest in before. Had he been in full control of his mental abilities,
that would have been the only evidence detectable that she was nervous.
But he wasn't
thinking straight. His mind was filled with images of what might potentially
take place in a short time. Some of them were ridiculous, such as the one in
which she appeared in lingerie of the type sold by Fredericks of Hollywood.
That was silly, since she didn't own anything like that. But his mind was
rattled, at war with itself, and he couldn't concentrate on any particular plan
of action because such things kept popping into his head. At one point he would
think about "just saying no" and the next thing he thought of was an
image of what he would be saying "no" to. That might involve a view
of them from outside his body, looking down as his bulk covered hers, his hips
thrusting rapidly while her hands smoothed over his back and her voice whined,
"Oh, faster, Daddy, I'm almost there."
The irony of all
this was that Cindy was much calmer. She did, in fact, plan on feeling that
pressure in her vagina again, later. Her nervousness wasn't about going that
far. It was about the fact that she couldn't remember as much about
"losing her virginity" as she wished she could. It had happened
quickly. Her memories were of feeling very good, though, and that was what
motivated her to do that again, on a more intentional level.
Another
difference between them was that while Bob's reservations were rooted in
culture and societal conventions, Cindy didn't care about them. Like many
teenagers she thought that what she wanted was her business and nobody else's.
In her opinion, what happened in the privacy of their own home was just that -
private.
A third
difference involved the complicated contrast between how men and women approach
intimacy. Men have quick triggers and are ready, literally within seconds, to
mate. Women like to build up to the event, letting their passion heat up over
time. They anticipate things and that is part of the pleasure. It's a little
like the difference between those people who enjoy looking at the present under
the Christmas tree and those who can't wait to open it.
In Bob's case,
her calm pronouncement that something very intimate would happen later gave him
an erection. It vacillated between being hard and then flagging a bit, and then
becoming firm again, as his mind kept bouncing from pro to con.
In Cindy's case,
the anticipation had her pussy wet by supper time and, by the time she
suggested they watch a movie she wanted to masturbate.
The only stick in
the spokes to her plan was that when supper was finished, and the dishes done,
it was only seven o'clock, too early to go to bed. For a married couple that
wouldn't have been an issue. A wife might say, "I feel frisky. Want to get
lucky?" and her husband would say, "I was hoping you'd say
that."
But this wasn't a
married couple. They weren't "living together" in a common law type
union, either. They were, primarily, father and daughter ... not lovers.
The fact that
Cindy had proclaimed her intent, or at least acceptance of them becoming lovers
was the elephant in the room.
"You want to
watch TV?" asked Bob, whose fantasies had supplied at least a dozen other
possible scenarios for her to suggest.
"I
guess," she said. "Would you rather do something else?"
Bob's brain got
close to overload as the possibilities bombarded him and his conscience berated
him at the same time.
"TV is
fine," he said, weakly.
Cindy turned on
the TV and Roku, booting Netflix. She scrolled through the offerings, looking
for a romantic comedy. Her eye was caught by The Princess Bride, which she had
loved as a little girl and she highlighted that.
"Is this
okay?" she asked, turning to look at her father, who had sat down on the
double recliner he usually sat in. "I know you've seen it a dozen times,
but I'd like to watch it again."
"Fine,"
said Bob, who didn't think he'd pay attention to anything they watched.
She started it
and then came to remove the miscellaneous papers, pillows, computer mouse, and
other things Bob normally kept on the other side of the recliner. She placed
them in a neat pile on the floor and then sat down next to her father. His leg
rest was up, so she pulled hers up, too. Then she leaned against him, lifting
his arm to put it around her.
"Cindy,"
said Bob, a little breathless.
"We can talk
later," she said. "The movie is starting."
"This is
later," he said.
She looked up at
him.
"Do you want
to go to bed right now?"
"No!"
he gasped.
"Then be
quiet and watch the movie," she said.
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
Bob was actually
feeling a little better. The movie had distracted him enough to let his mind
calm. Cindy hadn't acted like a temptress or even indicated she was thinking
about things sexual at all. She hadn't touched him in any patently sexual way
or sought his touch in that manner. His cock was finally soft again. Currently
his hand was touching her upper arm and she was simply snuggling with him. It
was the kind of thing that had happened hundreds of times and it helped him
feel like things were normal.
Then the movie
was over and, without warning, she turned and lay across his body, facing him.
Her arms went around his neck and she pulled up for a kiss. It happened quickly
enough that Bob wasn't prepared for it and, when her lips came into contact
with his, all the biological urges he'd been battling with came to the fore and
he kissed her back.
Oddly, that kiss
calmed him even more. Her lips communicated a complete acceptance of the new
component in their relationship. It was a lover's kiss and she was proclaiming
herself as his lover.
It was her
willingness to pursue this, her lack of nervousness about being a lover, that
was the straw that broke the camel's back.
He pulled his
lips from hers and looked in her eyes.
"If we do
this there is no turning back," he said.
"I
know," she said, simply. "But it's that way with everything. No
matter what we do in life, it can't be undone."
"This is a
serious thing," he said.
"I know
that, too. And I know it's socially unacceptable, and that if anybody ever
finds out that bad things would happen. I've thought about all of this, Daddy.
I know it's serious, but it would be serious no matter who I chose to do this
with. I love you. I want to be as close as possible to you. And I can't think
of anything that's closer than making love."
"I can't
believe this," he sighed.
"Well it's
true," she said.
"That's not
what I meant. What I meant is that I never intended for anything like this to
happen."
"I didn't
either. It just did."
"So ... what
now?" he asked.
"I think
it's bedtime," she said.
"Shit,"
he groaned.
"Am I so
ugly?" She pulled back.
"Of course
not. You're gorgeous. You're sexy. Part of me wants to jump your bones right
now. But another part of me keeps yelling that this isn't a good idea. I don't
want to do anything that could hurt you, or us."
"The only
way anything could hurt us is if anybody else finds out about it," she
said. "I'm certainly not going to tell anybody."
"I wouldn't
either," he said. "I'm a dad. I worry. It's part of being a
father."
"I get
that," she said. "It's sweet. But it doesn't change how I feel."
"Can't I
just do what we've already done? Hasn't that satisfied you before?"
"Yes,"
she said. "I love that." She was quiet for a little bit, and then
went on. "Do you remember all those times you warned me about how there's
a natural progression to all this, and that I needed to be careful what I let
boys do?"
"Of
course," he said.
"I think I
understand that now ... really understand it. I've never let a boy do what I've
let you do. I've never wanted to let a boy do what I want you to do. And
I think you know that sooner or later more is going to happen between us. But
you're not some boy I decided to go on a date with. You're my daddy and I love
you more than anybody else in the whole world. I want to do this ... but only
with you."
"I don't
know if I can do this, Cindy," he moaned.
"Well, can
you do what I ask you to do? What if all you do is what I tell you to do? Would
that work?"
"I honestly
don't know," he said.
"Well, we
have to go to bed anyway," she said. "Let's do that and find
out."
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
While he had
reservations in his mind, his body betrayed those by being fully ready to
perform as soon as she pulled his sweat pants down.
"It's so
beautiful," she sighed, reaching to stroke it gently. "So hard and
silky feeling."
"The reason
it's hard is why I'm worried," he said.
She looked up at
his face. "It makes me feel good that it gets hard for me."
She stood and
removed his T shirt. Then she got naked herself.
"I'm
wet," she said, reaching to tease her clit with one finger.
"You're
killing me, here," he groaned.
"I don't
want to kill you. Lie down on the bed. Pull the covers back first."
She was taking
her suggestion that he "do what she told him to" seriously. Perhaps
she had some of her mother in her after all. He wanted to smile at her
forcefulness, but didn't. This was serious business. He knew what she wanted,
now. It was crystal clear. He knew he shouldn't allow it to happen, but he also
knew his daughter well enough to know that things would become very tense if he
put his foot down. Some part of his mind snickered and said, "You're just
trying to rationalize the fact that you want this as much as she does."
And that was the
problem. He did want this as much as she apparently did. Still, the only
way he felt this could work was if he did, indeed, do only what she instructed
him to do.
So he pulled the
covers back and lay down, his erection jutting obscenely from his groin, eager
to see how she would use it.
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
As it turned out,
to Bob's surprise, all she wanted for the first thirty minutes was what they
had already done before. He found out in that amazingly long half hour (his
prick was eager to get to the finish line) exactly how she loved to be touched
by his hands, fingers, lips, and chest. He had stroked her body in many ways,
but she had never told him which ways she liked the best. Now she gave him a
primer on how to turn Cindy on to the max.
In the process,
she turned him on to the max, too, and all his arguments against doing what she
wanted faded into a background of white noise in his mind.
He was in the
process of nursing at her turgid nipples while he fingerfucked her with a
hooked finger, scraping the tip of that finger over her G-spot when she told
him to stop.
"I don't
want to cum yet," she panted. "I want to save that for later."
"Sweetheart,"
he said, smiling at her. "You can cum now and then cum again, later. You
know that."
"I know, but
I want this time to be special ... I want to cum in a way I've never cum
before."
He pulled his
finger out of her clasping pussy.
"You're the
boss," he said, smiling.
"Lick
me," she ordered.
Some perverse
streak in him made him try to give her an orgasm with his lips, sucking and
chewing on her clit. He got her close, and then she pushed his head away.
"Get up and
rub the tip of your beautiful penis against me," she gasped.
That perverse
streak continued to try to cause trouble.
He got on his
knees, gripped his rock hard prick, and rubbed the tip against the soft skin of
her inner left thigh.
"Here?"
he teased.
"Daddy!"
she panted, somehow scolding him with just one word.
He moved it to
the other thigh.
"Here?"
He grinned.
"You know
where I want it!" she barked.
He moved it to
tease the soft hair growing just above her clit, sliding it across her mons.
"Here!"
he said, as if he'd just guessed the right place.
"Don't make
me spank you!" she said, joining the game. "Do it right!"
He stopped
teasing, at least in the way he'd been teasing. He dipped the tip to run a
circle around her distended clit, watching her flushed pussy lips move this way
and that.
"Here?"
he asked, as if he wasn't sure he was right this time.
"Better,"
she moaned. "Much better. Now ... put it in ... just a little bit."
He moved the tip
downward, swabbing it between swampy labia.
"You mean
here?" He pushed just enough to spread her lips apart and nose into her
birth canal.
"Of course
there," she panted. "Daddy, you promised. Now do what I tell you
to!"
He resisted
groaning as he pushed and her pussy seemed to jump up and swallow the head. He
could feel her tight opening pushing his foreskin back. It was all he could do
to stop from continuing to plunder her untried pussy. He wanted to feel that
pressure all over his cock.
He felt pain
begin to form from the lactic acid in the muscles of his back. Holding this
position strained those muscles.
"A little
more," she panted. "Just a little," she warned.
Moving eased the
pain, but "just a little" to her was a quantity his penis didn't
really understand. About three inches sank into her buttery depths.
"Ohhhh,"
she moaned. Her hips seemed to try to get away from the invader, moving her
butt against the mattress, but then came back up. He had remained still,
knowing he'd gone deeper than "just a little" and the effect was that
she fucked herself with an inch or two of his cock.
"You
okay?" he asked.
"Feels
better now," she panted. "A little more."
"Can I try
something?" he asked.
"Okay,"
she said, trusting him completely.
He pulled almost
out, at which time her head came up.
"Don't!"
she panted.
"I'm not
taking it out," he said.
"You better
not," she warned.
He reached to
grip his cock, leaving only two inches exposed. Then he pushed forward again,
pushing that much back into her. His hand moderated how much she got. It also
impacted her clit. Her head went back down.
"Ohhhh,
yeah," she sighed. "I like that. I like that a lot."
He fucked her
with that much until her hips got into the act again and then removed his hand.
"I'm going
to go a little deeper now," he said.
"Okay,"
she panted.
This time, when
he pushed, he didn't stop until his pubic bone crushed her clit.
"Ohhhh
fuck," she groaned.
"You
okay?" he asked again, grinding against her clit. He could feel the tip of
his cock abusing her cervix.
"Oh, don't
you ever stop!" she gasped.
"I'll take
that as a yes," he said.
He pulled out and
went back in, firmly. He did that three more times and then stayed in, rubbing
her clit again.
She babbled. Her
hands alternated from gripping his shoulders, to digging into his waist,
pulling and pushing with his motions, to leaving fingernail prints on his ass
when he stayed deep and rubbed her. Her hips didn't seem to know what to do and
eventually he had to weigh her down. Then he pulled, crushing her whole body as
he moved upwards and then back down. He used his legs to capture hers and close
them, tightening her sheath on him even more. That pressure, plus the fact that
now her clit was being rubbed constantly, set her off and she screamed.
In the middle of
that scream, while her pussy rippled around him during its first orgasm with a
penis in it, pulled his nectar from his balls like an electromagnet would pull
a nail from the ground. He couldn't help it. He had to cum.
And cum he did,
deep inside the belly of his sixteen-year-old lover.
That she happened
to also be his daughter didn't seem to matter ... until his balls were empty of
their incestuous sperm ... and he fully realized what he'd just done.
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
"I shouldn't
have cum in you," he said.
They were lying
in a loose embrace. Both were a little sweaty, but didn't seem to mind.
"I wanted to
feel it all," she said.
"Cindy, what
if I made you pregnant?"
"You didn't.
This is during my safe time."
"There is no
safe time, Cindy. A woman can get pregnant at any time during her cycle."
"A woman can
only get pregnant when there is an egg that the sperm can reach," she
said. "My periods are as regular as clockwork. I won't ovulate for at
least another week."
"Famous last
words," said Bob.
"Don't spoil
this, Daddy," said his daughter. "This is the best night of my whole
life."
He felt a rush of
love and kissed her forehead.
"Next time
I'll put in my diaphragm, okay?" she said.
Her casual
affirmation that there would be a next time caused his groin to tighten. That
urge was useless. He felt like he'd shot a cup of spooge and that his balls
were probably flat as a pancake right now. Now that they had fully crossed the
line, he knew there was no going back. He had to admit to himself that he
didn't want to go back.
"Okay,"
he said, simply.
"I don't
want this to change things," she said.
He laughed.
"Too late for that, little girl."
"That's what
I mean. I'm still your little girl. I still want to be your daughter and for
you be my dad."
"I don't
think that's going to be likely," he said. "Most dads don't fuck
their daughters."
"You didn't
fuck me," she said, slapping his shoulder. "I understand now what you
meant by making love. There's nothing else you could call what you just shared
with me."
"I
know," he said. "But most dads don't make love with their
daughters."
"There is an
exception to every rule," she said. "When will you be able to get
hard again?"
"You want
more?" He couldn't suppress a grin.
"I want that
every day, three times a day," she said.
"Well that's
not happening," he said. "You can only leave your diaphragm in 24
hours. Remember?"
"We'll think
of something," she said. "If I suck it, will it get hard again?"
"It's a
little messy right now," said Bob.
"I've sucked
it when it was messy before," she said.
"Not when it
had been inside you," he reminded her.
"Can I tell
you something I thought I'd never tell a single person in my whole life?"
"Sure,"
he said, easily.
"One of my
friends tried to get me to go down on her at a sleepover. She offered to do me,
too. I wasn't interested, but while she was trying to convince me she said that
girly juice - that's what she called it - tasted wonderful. I didn't do it, but
then you went down on me and I loved it, and you seemed to like it so later,
while I was masturbating, I thought about that and I ... um ... tasted my
finger."
She stopped, and
didn't seem to be about to say anything else.
"And?"
prompted Bob.
"It was
weird but ... let's just say the idea of tasting myself on you isn't
icky."
"Well, I'm
not promising anything, but if you want to try ... knock yourself out," he
said.
She crawled down
and took his flaccid penis in her mouth. Almost immediately she spat it out.
"This feels
really weird," she said. "It's all soft and squishy."
"That's your
fault," he teased.
"It makes me
want to bite down on it."
"Please
don't do that," he said.
"I won't.
I'm just telling you what it's like."
"Thank you
for sharing," he said, smiling.
She went back to
work on it and, slowly, Bob realized she was going to succeed. It took ten
minutes, but then she pulled off his mostly hard penis and grinned.
"Look what I
did!" she said, proudly. He wanted to laugh. It was as if she'd
constructed something out of papier-mâché and was proudly exhibiting it.
"Careful,"
he said. "That's dangerous."
"No it's
not," she scoffed. "It's my new favorite thing."
"Well, then,
why don't you sit on your new favorite thing?"
"Be on top?
I've heard of that," she said.
"Some women
like it a lot," he responded.
She scrambled up,
straddled him and gripped his cock. With an instinct all women have, she aimed,
notched it, and then sank down on him with a sigh.
"What
now?" she asked.
"Put your
hands on my chest." She did. "Now lean forward and scooch up a little
bit." She did and her eyes opened wide.
"Oh
my," she sighed again.
"You're on
your own, now," he grinned.
Within minutes
she was panting heavily, her hips moving in a smooth rhythm broken up by
sessions of jerkiness that almost unseated her. Her hair hung down like a
curtain, shielding her face from his view.
"I do
like this," she gasped.
"Me,
too," he admitted. "I can go a long time like this."
"Really?
Goody."
He reached to
squeeze both nipples, rolling them between his thumbs and fingers.
"Ohhhh,"
she groaned. "If you keep doing that I'm going to cum."
"That's the
whole point," he said.
"Okay,"
she gasped. "Don't stop. I'm almost there."
"Go for
it," he said, smiling.
Maybe a minute
later she gasped and froze for a second. Then, with a lurch, she sat up and her
hips went into overdrive, whipping forward and back as she got the deepest
possible penetration. She wailed, and then, as if drunken, leaned to one side.
His hands went to catch her and she fell forward to land on his chest limply.
"Oh
Daddy," she panted. "Oh Daddy."
He stroked her
back and felt her get even more relaxed, if possible. He was still hard, but
had no urge to cum. He had achieved as much pleasure as she had, and was
satisfied with that.
Ten
minutes later he heard her soft slow breathing announce she had fallen asleep.
She was
surprisingly heavy on him, so he disturbed her by rolling them sideways. His
penis came out of her in the process and she murmured as she neared
consciousness. Then, as she stopped moving, she sank back into slumber.
Ten minutes after
that, both were asleep.
Chapter Five
Again, the next
morning, Bob awoke to an empty bed, Cindy having gotten up and gone to school.
That day was less troublesome than the previous one. Conditions had changed.
They were lovers now, plain and simple. It might be taboo, but her consent and
enthusiasm were established beyond any doubt. He did worry a bit about the
sperm he'd deposited next to the opening to her womb, but hoped she was right,
and that there was no egg available for his little swimmers to find.
He got a lot of
work done that day, finishing three projects. He was out delivering them when
Cindy got home from school. She was finishing up making a batch of tuna and
noodles when he got home. All she was wearing was an apron.
"Hi,"
he said. "How are you?"
"I'm
wonderful," she said, beaming.
"You look
good," he said, feeling his cock respond to her appearance.
"Thank you,
sir. Wash your hands. It's ready."
"I'm ready
for something else," he said, grinning.
"Later,"
she said, primly. "I haven't done my homework yet."
"It's Friday
night," he observed. "You can do your homework tomorrow."
"I have a
date tonight," she said. "If it goes well I'll probably sleep late
tomorrow."
"A
date?" He felt a stab of jealousy streak through him.
"Yes,"
she said, simply.
"Okay,
then," he said, suppressing his enviousness.
"So go wash
your hands. This is better when it's hot."
He did so and
returned to the kitchen to find the table set and the food ready. She had
removed the apron and was sitting at the table, stark naked.
"You're
killing me, here," he sighed.
"You've seen
me this way hundreds of times," she said. "I'm surprised you still
have your clothes on."
"If I take
my clothes off you'll see how jealous I am that you're going on a date,"
he admitted.
"Awww.
You're sweet. But I have to go on dates. It would look strange if I stopped
dating and didn't have a boyfriend."
"The idea of
you having a boyfriend is even worse," he said. "But I understand.
Just don't do with your dates what you did with me."
"Of course
not," she said. "I don't want to do that with anybody else. Not yet.
Maybe some day. Do you want me to tell you when that is?"
"No,"
he said, sitting down. "Fathers don't want to know when that
happens."
"Okay, then.
My lips will be sealed," she said.
"Anyway,
that's years in the future," he said. "Right?"
"Years,"
she agreed.
She served him
and then herself, and they ate in silence for a while.
"So ...
who's the lucky guy?" he asked, breaking the silence.
"You'll
see," she said.
"Do I know
him?"
"You've seen
him before."
"You're
being awfully mysterious about this," he said.
"A girl
likes to have some secrets," she responded.
He began to worry
that she was having second thoughts about all that had happened, and was
intentionally arranging to be away from him, at least for one night.
"Cindy,"
he started. She looked up. "About last night."
"Last night
was perfect," she said. "Don't worry."
"Okay,"
he sighed.
But his appetite
had fled. He ate a few more bites and then did what he felt like he should do.
"I'm full.
You go ahead and get ready for your date. I'll clean up in here," he said.
"Okay,"
she said. She got up, glorious in her nudity. His groin tightened even more,
even though his penis couldn't get any harder than it already was.
He finished in
the kitchen and then went to sit down in the double recliner. There was nothing
on TV he wanted to watch, so he booted up Netflix and sifted through its
offerings. He'd been watching the new episodes of The Black List, and clicked
on that. He was halfway through an episode when he saw movement in his
peripheral vision. He looked to see Cindy, who had struck a pose.
"How do I
look?" she asked.
She was wearing
her prom dress. And it was obvious she'd left off the Band-aids. Her fat
nipples clearly announced they were unencumbered and ready to come out and
play.
"You forgot
something," he said. His cock had gone soft. Now it reared its head again.
"No I
didn't," she said.
"You're
going out like that?" He frowned.
"Not
exactly," she said. "I'm going to do prom again ... except it's here
... and you're my date."
She giggled at
the look on his face.
"Come on.
Dance with me."
She went to the
stereo and he learned she'd made a CD with a mix of her favorite songs, all of
them slow.
"I should go
change into something more suitable to be out with a beautiful woman," he
said.
"You're
fine," she said. "Just dance with me."
They danced,
there in the living room, swaying slowly through three songs before she spoke.
"You know,
I've heard that boys have expectations of how things will go after prom."
"Have
you?"
"Uh
huh," she said. "I hear boys expect for naughty things to
happen."
"They
do," he admitted.
"What kind
of things?" she asked.
"Well, it
might start during prom," said Bob. "A boy might want to do
this."
He slid his hand
down her naked back and dipped it into her dress. Immediately he felt the stiff
fabric of her garter belt and his cock lurched in his pants. He pushed it
against her.
"You can't
do that," she said, pushing back at his stiffness. "That's very
naughty."
"Then he
might do this," said Bob, removing his hand and sliding it around her hip
and up to cup one soft breast.
"Absolutely
not allowed," she said, pressing the breast into his hand. "Way
too naughty."
"After prom
he'd try to get you alone, to make out," said Bob.
"Making out
is okay," she said.
He took her to
the couch and laid her on it, crushing her against the back as he lay down half
on her. After three or four long, hot kisses, he moved is hand to her leg,
pulling her dress up so he could slide his hand under it and up to her thigh.
"Careful,
Buster," she said.
"He'll try
to touch your panties," Bob warned.
"Nice
try," she said, giving him several nipping kisses. "He can't."
"He'll
try," insisted Bob, sliding his hand higher.
"He'll
fail," she said. "I left my panties off."
Bob's hand shot
up to feel warm, slippery lips.
"Too
naughty!" she said.
"How about
this?" asked Bob, sliding a finger into her clasping heat.
"No! Stop
that this instant!" she said, as she lifted a leg to give him more room.
"My daddy would be furious with you. He'll beat you up if you don't
stop."
"I'm not
scared of your daddy," he said, moving his finger around inside her.
"Let's get it on. I know you want to."
"No
way!" she said. "I don't do that kind of thing."
"You can
tonight. It's prom. It's a special night. It's okay to do it on prom
night."
"I don't
think my daddy would agree," she said, panting now.
"Your daddy
isn't here," he said. "Show me those pretty titties of yours."
"No! And
they aren't titties. They're breasts, you beast."
Without warning,
she pushed him hard and he rolled to land awkwardly on his back on the floor.
She was up in a flash and ran to the front door.
"I'm
leaving! You went way too far. I'm not that kind of girl!"
With that she
stormed out the front door, leaving Bob bewildered, still sitting on the floor.
Then the door
opened and she came regally through it.
"I'm
home," she announced in her normal, everyday voice.
Bob levered
himself up off the floor and sat on the edge of the couch. She was obviously
still acting out some plan.
"How'd it
go?" he asked, hoping he'd said the right thing.
"It was
wonderful!" she gushed. "I had such a good time."
Suddenly, Bob
recognized that was just what she'd said when she came home from prom that
night. He tried to remember what he'd said, but couldn't.
"Well, I'm
tired," she said. "I'm going to bed."
"Oh,"
he said. "Okay."
"Don't you
want a good night hug and kiss?" she asked.
"Of
course," he said. "Sure."
"Good,"
she said.
She came to him,
hugged him and then brought her lips to his for a kiss.
That's when he
smelled the alcohol on her breath. He almost laughed, knowing she'd hidden it
on the porch and taken a sip after she "stormed out".
"You've been
drinking!" he said, making his voice growl.
"Only a few
sips," she said. "I only did it to fit in."
He pushed her
back, holding her arms and looked at her breasts.
"And where
are your Band-aids?" he growled.
"I took them
off. Josh wanted to see my breasts. I let him, but that's all. Honest."
"Is it?
We'll just see about that."
He took her to
her bedroom and removed her dress.
"What are
you doing, Daddy?" she whined.
"I'm
checking your diaphragm," he said.
"Daddy! I
didn't have sex!" she objected.
"I'm just
making sure," he said.
"I can't
believe you don't trust me," she wailed.
But she lay back
on the bed, in only her garter belt and hose, and spread her legs.
"Go
ahead," she sighed, theatrically.
He was surprised
to find she'd actually put the diaphragm in. He replayed the scene, pulling it
out as her hips rose and fell. He made sure to rub her clit as he removed it
and then made a show of inspecting it.
"Your
fingers in me felt funny," she said.
"Funny
how?"
"I was horny
when I got home, but then you ruined it, but now I'm horny again."
"That's
normal. When a man touches you there nature wants you to get horny."
"Well what
are you going to do about it?" she asked.
"Me?"
"You're the
one who got me horny."
"But I'm
your father," he said.
"You're also
the one who got me horny. So what are you going to do about it?"
"I thought
Josh got you horny," he reminded her.
"He tried to
put his hand in my panties," she confessed.
"Did he,
now."
"Yes. He
reached under my dress and felt my garter belt. It drove him a little
crazy."
"I can
understand that," said Bob.
"Oh? Is
Daddy horny?"
"Any man
would be horny seeing you like this," said Bob.
"Maybe, but
I won't let any of them help me," said Cindy. "You wouldn't
approve. So that means you have to help me."
"Baby, I'm
just a man. I might want to do more to help you than you want me to."
"Don't
worry. I'll make you stop if you go too far."
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
Cindy was still
lying half on the bed, her knees spread wide apart. She was still wearing the
garter belt and hose. Bob was naked, his prick jutting proudly from the fluff
of hair that decorated his balls. Those balls were full and heavy. He'd sucked
her nipples to hard points and was currently rubbing the tip of his cock around
her clit.
"I'm still
horny," panted Cindy.
"I've
already done way more than I want any boy to do to you," he huffed.
"It's okay
for you to help me," she said, reaching for his cock and pulling.
"Like
this?" he asked, pressing forward until he was fully sheathed.
"Oh
yeahhhh," she groaned. "That's helping a lot. Something itches in
there. Could you move it around in me and scratch it?"
"Like
this?" he asked, pulling out and pushing back in.
"Yes. I
think that's helping. Do that some more," she panted.
He did, just
stroking her gently, massaging her interior with his prod.
"That's very
nice," she sighed.
"Be sure to
tell me when you aren't horny anymore," he said.
"I will. You
can't stop yet. Keep going."
He leaned
forward, holding himself up with stiff arms and went in deep. Then he swayed
his hips sideways, able to put intense pressure on her mons without crushing
her upper body.
"Oh
yes," she groaned. "Keep doing that."
It took another
minute and a half, but it was obvious she was getting closer and closer. She
started to sound like the soundtrack of a porn movie and he pressed even
harder, feeling the tip of his cock digging into her cervix.
When she went off
her scream made him wince and he worried for a few seconds that the neighbors
might hear her.
Then her pussy
was milking him and the sudden urge to spew was upon him. His eyes went to the
diaphragm lying on the bed beside her head and he started to withdraw. Somehow
she knew what he intended and her legs whipped up to wrap around him in an iron
vice.
"Cindy!"
he gasped.
"In
me," she barked.
"Baby!"
he objected.
"Squirt me,
Daddy," she gasped. "I want to feel it."
He was beyond
controlling it and her acceptance of his seed was like a pump whirling to empty
his balls. With a groan he let loose and rejoiced in the soothing jets that
left his body to become part of hers.
"Yes!"
she exulted. "I feel it. It's so warm."
Their position
was uncomfortable, at least for Bob. His back was screaming and his legs felt
weak. His arms and shoulders joined the chorus of pain and he had to pull out
of her to stand, weaving on shaky knees. Her labia, flushed and gaping, framed
the white ooze of his spend as it leaked out of her.
"Cindy!"
he gasped, weakly.
Her hand came and
two fingers spread his spunk around as she gently rubbed her messy lips.
"I didn't
want you to stop. I can't help it. I love the feel of you giving me part of
yourself," she panted. "I promise from now on I'll put my diaphragm
in."
He sat down on
the bed beside her and fell back, his arms going out like wings, prepared to
beat down and lift him off the ground.
He
had to admit to himself that he'd wanted to feel it one more time, too.
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
Life throws you a
curve ball now and then. Sometimes you recognize it and don't swing. Sometimes
you recognize it and think you can hit that ball.
That's what
happened to Bob. He knew the game had gotten a lot tougher when his wife left
him with their two-year-old daughter. To take the analogy just a little
farther, he knew they'd brought in the toughest pitcher in the game, but he had
to keep taking swings and hoping for the best.
To give him
credit, he had no intentions in any way, shape, or form of ending up with his
prick buried in his daughter. All he really wanted was for her to be happy. The
thought of having sex with her would have horrified him for the first fifteen
years of her life. He wasn't aware of the biological need in both of them, or
that their lifestyle would tip them toward fulfilling the emotional needs they
had as well.
And Cindy never
thought about, or dreamed about the idea of seducing her father. That came from
little urges she couldn't know would assail her young mind and body.
Bob, having more
experience and maturity, stood there for as long as he could before he took a
swing.
Cindy, being new
to the game, swung at every pitch.
He just wanted
her to be happy. He couldn't know that her happiness would come to depend on
him being her lover.
Which is how she
ended up sleeping in his bed every night, naked, writhing under him in complete
joy as his penis thrust into her over and over again until both achieved sexual
release.
From Bob's
viewpoint, he knew it was wrong, but couldn't control himself. It was like two
rare earth magnets, stuck together. The force necessary to separate them just
wasn't available to him.
From Cindy's
viewpoint, there wasn't anything wrong with what they were doing at all. She
loved her daddy and he loved her and this was one of the things people who
loved each other did to show that love.
Other than mating
over nd over, their day-to-day existence was quite normal, as viewed from the
outside. Cindy went to school, had friends, and engaged in extracurricular
activities. She went on dates, necked with boys, even letting a few of them
bare her breasts and suck her nipples. But that's all they got. Many a young
man hoped that his adolescent, stiff penis would find its way into her
adolescent, tight pussy. In the end, though, that never happened and they
delivered her back home, just like millions of horny, unsatisfied boys do every
week, thinking about how they would have to jerk off to get relief.
Cindy would get
relief, too, with different rigid prick mauling her young pussy.
Had those boys
known about it, even if they didn't know whose prick was spurting in her pussy,
it would have driven them crazy.
There was only
one problem.
Any doctor will
tell any woman not to leave a diaphragm in for more than twenty-four hours.
That said, they also recommend not removing it until six hours after having
intercourse.
When you go to
bed and have sex, and then wake up in the middle of the night and have sex
again, sometimes when it's time to go to school it isn't six hours after you
last had sex. That meant that Cindy sometimes had to remove her diaphragm at
school. That was no problem, really. She kept the case for the device in her
purse and a quick trip to the bathroom solved that problem.
But weekends were
a different kind of animal. On weekends, when it was time to remove the
diaphragm, there might be some love play going on that was likely to lead to
further intercourse. This couple was a bit like newlyweds. They might have sex
three or four times a day. In truth, they sometimes wanted to do more than
that, but Bob couldn't keep up with his teenage daughter.
What this led to
were dangerous times when the diaphragm was tucked securely in its case, and
Bob's penis was tucked securely in Cindy's pussy.
Granted, he
always pulled out to shoot in these situations. Cindy loved the feeling of his
hot spunk on her belly as he kept thrusting, his balls rubbing her abandoned
pussy lips while his cock spat its nectar.
But as any guy
will tell you, there's a fine line between pulling out before you spurt ... and
pulling out while you are spurting.
Which is why,
when Cindy turned seventeen, despite his reluctance to put chemicals in her
body, Bob took her to the doctor to get her a prescription for birth control
pills.
Her interview
with the doctor wasn't quite what he was used to.
"Are you
sexually active?" he asked.
"Yes,"
said Cindy, without blushing.
"How often
do you have sex?" he asked.
"As often as
possible," she answered, truthfully.
"I
see," said the doctor, whose penis was acting very unprofessional at the
moment.
"I like
sex," said Cindy, smiling brightly.
So she got her
prescription.
If you take
medication regularly, you know how important it is to get into a routine about
that. Certain medications - such as birth control pills - should be taken at
the same time every day to be most effective.
If you're not
used to taking medication every day, and then you begin to for some reason, and
the bottle says something like, "Take one a day until all have been
taken," then you might take one whenever you remember to take it, as
opposed to getting on a firm schedule.
If you are
thinking, "No way I would do that," then remember that mornings can
be tumultuous. Say you hit the snooze button a couple of times too many and
then, when you get up, you're rushed. You might not have time for breakfast and
you tear out the door to get to work on time without ever thinking about taking
that pill. Then, when you do think about it, the pills are at home. By
the time you get back home, you've forgotten about it again and might not
remember it until you're lying in bed.
If you are
thinking, "No way, I don't hit the snooze button," maybe you have
kids, in which case mornings can be even more tumultuous. You have to
get up before you're ready, take care of the kids, which might include getting
them out of bed before they're ready, get them fed, get yourself ready
for whatever the day requires of you and so forth.
The point is that
taking a pill at the same time every day without fail isn't easy to do over an
extended time period. Even if you have a routine for that, routines can be
disturbed by unusual or surprise events.
It is therefore
understandable that Cindy not only didn't take her pills at the same time every
day ... once in a while she forgot to take one at all.
For Cindy, this
was no big deal. She already knew, from hearing one of her friends say,
"Fuck! I forgot to take my pill yesterday!" that when that happened
one was supposed to either abstain from unprotected sex for seven days or use
some alternate form of birth control.
And she still had
her handy diaphragm.
Being a teenager,
two things surfaced to undo her. The first was that she didn't want her daddy
to yell at her for forgetting to take a pill ... so she didn't tell him when
that happened. The second was that she forgot the long-ago instructions from
the doctor who fitted her diaphragm about how, as a woman's body changes, she
may need to be refitted for a new diaphragm. Such as when a young woman gains
ten pounds or more. In Cindy's case, between the time she got her diaphragm and
the current time frame, she'd grown two inches and gained twenty pounds.
And that's the
situation when, as was now quite normal for this couple, Bob groaned, pushed
deep, and deposited a hundred million sperm cells into his daughter's hot,
sucking pussy.
About fifty
million of those sperm cells were killed by the spermicide involved with the
insertion of her diaphragm that night. Bob had no idea he was fucking a
diaphragm-equipped pussy, but that didn't matter. Maybe twenty-five million of
the remaining wigglers hung out in the heat like vacationers getting a tan.
They eventually died. The remainder, though, slipped through a small crack
between the poorly-fitting silicone and the mouth of Cindy's womb. They emerged
into a place that gave them room to head toward a fallopian tube that had an
egg in it that "wasn't supposed to be there". Only five thousand or
so actually reached the egg.
Of course, as we
all know, only one is needed.
Luckily,
depending on how you look at it, she was only three months away from graduating
high school when Bob groaned, donated all those sperm cells, and impregnated
his daughter.
Chapter Six
There are two
kinds of birth control pills, generally speaking. One has three weeks of active
drug in it that prevents ovulation, and then a week of placebo pills that allow
the body to have what appears to be a menstrual period. Why this was done goes
back to 1958, when the pill was first invented, and isn't important to this
story. The other kind prevents ovulation for the entire month and women taking
them don't have periods at all.
It was this
second type that Cindy was taking, so "skipping" a period was now
normal, in her mind.
The first symptom
that something had changed was when Bob squeezed her right breast while he
kissed her and she jerked.
"Ow,"
she complained.
"What?"
asked Bob.
"My breast
hurts," she said. "When you squeezed it."
"I'm
sorry," he said. "I didn't think I squeezed it that hard."
"It's
okay," she said.
But both breasts
were tender after that.
Neither of them
thought much about that. Bob figured it was growing pains. He knew that some
girls experienced that problem, but didn't dig into it enough to learn that
that usually happens during early puberty, rather than at the stage Cindy was
in.
It was, a month
and a half after Bob unknowingly knocked his daughter up, that she began to
have morning sickness.
Even then, it
didn't alert them right away. For one thing, it didn't happen in the morning.
She got nauseous at school, just before lunch. She skipped lunch that day. The
next day it happened on the way home from school, and she told her father she
might be getting sick.
He took her
temperature, which was within the normal range.
"I feel
better now," she said.
Two weeks later,
though, they both knew something was up. Normally Cindy used the bathroom
facilities at school once a day. Now she had to go three times at school and
her trips to the bathroom at home increased, too. She felt tired all the time
now, too.
Bob got her an
appointment with her doctor.
He was sitting in
the waiting room, leafing through a magazine, when his white-faced daughter
came out to tell him the news.
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
It was surreal,
walking across the stage, wearing her purple robe and graduation cap, hearing
her name read. People were clapping and her friends were hooting. Everything
seemed normal on the outside. But inside she knew her daddy's baby was growing
in her womb. She was taking vitamins now, which helped with the fatigue. Her
morning sickness had faded to happening only a couple of times a week. She felt
normal in most senses.
Except that she
was pregnant and only she, her father, and her doctor knew that.
When she stood in
front of a mirror, naked, turning this way and that, only the fact that her
abdomen wasn't board-flat anymore gave any hint that something had changed.
Even that slight swell didn't make her look "pregnant" in her own
mind.
She'd been
ambivalent at first, worrying but not able to articulate what she was worrying
about. Never once did she wish she wasn't pregnant, or think of what had
happened as a terrible mistake. At the same time she couldn't imagine being a
mother, or how that would affect her future.
There had been an
awkward few nights, immediately after the doctor told her the results of the
pregnancy test he'd done. For the first time in a year she thought about
sleeping in her own bed. That didn't feel right either, though, and she never
seriously contemplated it. Getting in bed with her father, that first night,
had resulted in one of the few times they didn't make love. They lay there,
side by side, each distracted by their own thoughts.
Bob's situation
was a little different. His primary issue was that he felt guilty. He didn't
know what to say to his lover. In a more normal coupling this might not have
been such an issue. The normal couple who experiences an unplanned pregnancy
approach it from a different perspective.
And yet, both
types of couples are still faced with the same primary decision: What do we do
now?
Eventually Bob
rolled to face his daughter.
"I'm
sorry," he said.
"I
know," she sighed.
"So you're
unhappy about this?"
"I don't
know. It's all so new."
"I love
you," he said.
"I know
that," she said. "I love you, too. More than anything."
"We'll get
through this," he said.
"I know
that," she replied. "I just don't know how."
Bob didn't
either, to be honest. He just knew he'd do anything to make his baby girl as
happy as possible.
Then they rolled
together, to cuddle naked, until both eventually fell asleep.
The second night
had been easier. She'd gone to school, knowing she was pregnant, and was amazed
all day that nobody could tell. When she got home she talked about that and
then they talked about things in general. Her due date was, as it turned out,
Thanksgiving Day that year. That meant, if she tried to go to college, she'd be
heavily gravid for most of the first semester and then miss classes just before
finals. She wasn't excited about that.
Eventually,
though, it weighed less and less on her mind. The fact that she didn't hate her
father for doing this to her made Bob's daily existence easier, too. Like most
people faced with a difficult situation, both adapted and tried to keep on
living as normally as possible.
In their case,
that meant sleeping together.
Under these
conditions, it was inevitable that, one night, Cindy lifted her head from Bob's
shoulder and said, "I'm horny."
"I'm
amazed," he said, honestly.
"So you're
not horny?"
"I didn't
say that. I confess you make me horny on a regular basis."
"Even though
I'm pregnant?"
"Sweetheart,
you being pregnant doesn't have anything to do with it. I love you and that's
why I find you irresistible."
"So you are
horny," she said, insisting that he answer her question.
He simply moved
her hand to his penis.
Ten minutes later
he was deep in her, straining to get deeper, while her hips thrust upwards,
trying to get him deeper, and the lovers had negotiated another bump in the
road of their unconventional relationship.
It wasn't the
last bump in the road for this couple. Every relationship has potholes that
cause trouble on the trip. But the bond between father and daughter was strong,
which helped the bond between lovers be strong as well.
She was four
months along when she did her graduation walk and, thanks to baggy clothes and
a body that somehow managed to mute, rather than announce it was with child,
none of her friends knew she was pregnant. That didn't last past June, but
because she wasn't in school, it wasn't a topic of general conversation among
her peers. The news did get around, but to anyone who didn't actually see her,
it was just information. There were comments like, "Wow, I didn't expect
that!", and "I didn't think she was the type," and "Well it
wasn't me! She wouldn't let me even get to second base!"
Her friends
didn't abandon her, but most of them felt uncomfortable being around her
because they didn't know what to say to her. Only two asked her who the father
was and to both, she said, "It doesn't matter. Getting married to him is
out of the question."
Eventually, as
happens with many recent graduates, her social relationships fell off and she
spent most of her time at home with her father.
Nobody thought
that was strange. Most people thought she was probably embarrassed to be seen
in public with a swollen belly. It never occurred to them that she was acting
just like a young, pregnant wife, who spent most of her time with the father of
her child than with people outside the family.
Cindy had a
healthy eight pound boy who she fell hopelessly in love with the second the
nurse laid him on her chest. She named him Christopher, after her paternal
grandfather. His arrival changed everything, and yet, somehow, life still
seemed normal. Such is the adaptability Mother Nature has worked into the DNA
of all species.
Cindy would have
loved nothing more than living at home acting "married" to her father
and having more of his babies. But Bob knew there was no real future for her in
that scenario. Nobody noticed much that a teenager got pregnant out of wedlock
and that her single father took care of her in the initial months after she
gave birth. But if more babies came along people who knew she didn't have a
boyfriend or go out on dates would become suspicious if she kept getting
pregnant.
In the end Bob
basically forced her to "move on" with her life. Because he was
self-employed, he had the flexibility to move. The real estate market in a
university town is always fluid so finding someplace for them to live there was
no problem. They chose a university with a well-respected elementary education
program and Cindy became a teacher. It was a difficult four years, but she was
proud when she donned another graduation cap and gown and walked across another
stage to receive her degree.
That wasn't the
only improvement in her life, though. During her senior year she met a man and
the chemistry she felt was familiar. That was because being around him made her
have some of the same feelings she had when she was around her daddy/lover.
They talked about
it in bed and Bob encouraged her to explore those feelings. That led to Cindy
going on her first date since high school.
His name was Paul
and he was in two of her classes. They had coffee, and then decided to study
together. He had roommates, so studying at her house was preferred. Christopher
was no problem because "Grandpa" took care of him while the students applied
themselves to their lessons.
Cindy, not having
been through the emotional wringer that is the result of multiple failed
teenaged crushes, wasn't jaded about men. Paul was delighted to be around a
woman who didn't play games, was intelligent, and had a good sense of humor.
She never talked about Christopher's father and he didn't ask any questions.
Furthermore, the little boy was fun to be around and well-behaved. Eventually,
the idea of "inheriting" another man's child didn't seem like such a
big deal to the farm boy from Iowa.
Their first kiss
was electric, for both of them. It happened, as such kisses sometimes do,
without being planned.
Christopher had
come running to his mother for his good night hug and kiss one night. Bob stood
in the opening of the hallway that led to the bedrooms.
"Good night
my prince," said Cindy, scooping the little boy up in a hug that crushed
him to breasts that had remained full after she stopped breast feeding. She
kissed him soundly on the lips and said, "I love you to pieces. I hope you
have only wonderful dreams." It was her standard good night speech.
"Good night,
Mommy," he piped. "I will."
Then he was off,
running to Bob's arms to be carried off to bed, and Paul sighed.
"He's a
lucky boy," he said.
"Oh? And why
is that?"
"I'd love to
be sent to bed like that." He grinned.
Cindy said
nothing and went back to reviewing the questions they expected to be on an
upcoming test.
But, when he left
for the night, something made her pull him into an embrace. She kissed him, a
bit longer than she'd kissed Christopher, and said, "Good night my other
prince. I like you to pieces. I hope you have only wonderful dreams."
He leaned back,
but left his hands on her lower back.
"I don't
think there will be any problems with that," he said. "They might get
a little personal. I'll just apologize for that ahead of time."
"Hmmmm,"
was all she said. She felt a familiar fluttery feeling and knew she'd be
hurrying to join her father in bed as soon as this disturbing man left.
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
There was an
obvious attraction between them. At the same time, there was restraint in both
of them that each recognized. On Cindy's part, it was because she felt like she
was cheating on the only lover she'd ever had, the man she loved more than any
other, with the possible exception of her son.
His reluctance
was because he, too, had a secret that bound him to his past, one he felt like
he could not discuss with this new woman in his life.
As a result,
neither was eager to move things farther. But moving things farther is a
biological urge that cannot be suppressed forever.
There were more
good night kisses. Oddly, neither thought about going out on a date. Their
relationship was based on being study partners and friends, or perhaps extra
special friends. Eventually their feelings for each other demanded that
decisions be made about the future.
And all this
time, Cindy talked about everything with her father. As they lay in bed
together, cuddling before or after having sex, she'd offer up something she was
thinking about, or concerned about. Bob consistently encouraged her to pursue a
life that he knew would eventually separate her from him, at least in the sense
they now enjoyed. That made it easier for Cindy to feel like she was not
cheating on him.
One example of
this was on a night when she was sitting on top of Bob, his prick firmly buried
in her belly. He was lightly pinching her nipples, which had also remained
large and well-formed after Christopher spent six months sucking on them. Bob
was partly responsible for that, too.
"He kissed
me again tonight," she said, thrusting her hips languidly.
"Was it a
good kiss?" asked Bob.
"Yeah. It
made me tingly."
"That's
good," he said.
"It made me
think about doing this," she said, clenching her internal muscles to
squeeze the penis that had impregnated her.
"That's
normal," he said.
"I can't
imagine doing this with anyone else," she said.
"Millions of
women do it every night," he responded.
"You know
what I mean," she said.
"Sweetheart,
you know you can't live at home your whole life."
"I know. I
wish I could, though."
"Paul seems
like a good guy," said Bob. He hadn't had all that much interaction with
the man on an interpersonal level.
"He is. And
he likes me. I can tell."
"I can tell
you like him, too."
There were other
conversations like that, and they allowed Cindy to loosen the leash on her
emotions towards Paul.
Their kisses
moved from being "good night" kisses to something more. Eventually
those kisses lasted for five or ten minutes. Eventually when their studies were
finished one night, she sat on the couch and patted the seat beside her.
"Let's
talk," she said.
"Talk?"
He grinned.
"Among other
things," she said, her face calm.
That was one of
the things Paul liked about her so much. She didn't tease or play the social
games other women he knew did.
So he sat and,
fifteen minutes later, as their welded lips nipped at each other, she brought
his hand to her breast. He squeezed it once, but then sat back, breaking their
embrace.
"Your
father," he said.
"He's fine
with this," she responded. "He and Christopher are already in
bed."
His frown
remained.
"What's
wrong?" she asked, sensing some turmoil in him.
"I
can't," he said.
"Why
not?"
"It wouldn't
be fair to you."
Something bloomed
in Cindy's mind, popping into it from nowhere.
"There's
another woman," she said. That made her gut clench.
"Sort
of," he said, uncomfortably.
"Sort of?
What does that mean?" she probed. "You and I spend four nights a week
studying. Are you dating somebody?"
"No,"
he said, and then bit his lip. It was almost as if he wished he hadn't denied
it.
"Just tell
me," she said.
"I
can't," he moaned. "You wouldn't understand."
It was Cindy's
own past, with her unorthodox familial relationship that made her say,
"Perhaps I would." She didn't explain that, of course, but that's
what came out of her mouth.
"No you
wouldn't," he said, firmly. "Nobody would."
"What an
interesting thing to say," said Cindy, who understood that perspective
completely.
"I should
just leave," he said.
"I think you
should just stay," she responded.
"Cindy, this
will never work out," he groaned.
"Are you
gay?"
He looked
genuinely surprised.
"Of course
not!" he blurted.
"Then
what?" she insisted.
"If I tell
you, you'll be disgusted. You'll never want to see me again."
"Do you have
a sexually transmitted disease?" she asked.
"No, it's
nothing like that." Again he seemed genuinely surprised at the question.
"Okay,"
said Cindy, even more curious, now. "You may as well just tell me. I'm not
letting you leave until I find out."
"Why!"
he groaned.
"Because I
like you," said Cindy. "I like you a lot. I'm not ready for you to
disappear out of my life."
"If I tell
you, then you'll throw me out," he said, his voice intense.
"I'm going to disappear from your life one way or another!"
"Well,"
said Cindy calmly, "if you're going to disappear, then at least I'd like
to know why that happened."
"You won't
give up," he groaned.
"Nope. It's
just the way I am."
He sat, mute.
Cindy let him think, also sitting silently. Eventually she reached to take his
hand in hers, but said nothing.
The range of
emotions that crossed his face were evidence of the tumult raging through his
mind, but his hand squeezed hers lightly. Finally he sighed, looking defeated,
and turned to face her.
"I have a
sister," he said, softly.
When he didn't go
on, Cindy said, "I know. Susan? You've mentioned her before."
"Yes,"
he said. "We're ..." He looked away. "Close."
"Okay,"
said Cindy.
"Very
close," he said, still looking away.
Understanding
blossomed in Cindy's mind. Rather than the disgust he expected her to arrive
at, she felt something like elation.
"Closer than
people would approve of," she said. It was a statement, rather than a
question.
He glanced at her
and the fact that her face wasn't twisted in judgment let him turn to stare at
her face.
"Yes,"
he said.
She made her
decision in a split second. Later she would marvel at the audacity of exposing
herself to all manner of problems, and be very thankful that those problems
never materialized.
"I do
understand," she said, softly. "Christopher is Daddy's baby."
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
The range of
emotions that the young couple experienced that night would fill a book by
itself. To boil it down to its most elemental level, the relief in sharing a
secret that neither thought they could ever share without bringing destruction
down upon them was palpable.
Nothing was
discussed about their personal histories then. That would come later. Suffice
it to say that their acceptance of each other's "perversions" opened
the door to allow their feelings for each other to finally come out and play.
The natural urges each had felt before this were unleashed and, perhaps twenty
minutes later, Cindy was naked, splayed out on the couch while Paul loomed over
her, equally nude.
Cindy looked with
unabashed interest at the second penis that would penetrate her, while Paul
looked at the same penis, which had never entered any woman other than his
"little" sister.
That first
coupling was less than ideal. Paul was too excited to last and Cindy liked a
lot more foreplay than they had engaged in. But accepting this man as another
lover made her finally feel as if she did - or at least could -
have a future that might be, at least on the surface that others would see,
normal.
For that reason,
when he sagged on top of her, groaning, "I'm sorry," she let her
hands play on his back and used those internal muscles that drove her father
crazy, to milk Paul of his manly nectar.
"It's
okay," she whispered, kissing his forehead.
And it was
okay. His shame at his premature ejaculation made him anxious to ensure she
remembered this night as something good. And, being young and strong, it wasn't
long before his penis was firm again. Cindy, sensing that it was "her
turn" sat him on a straight-backed chair and sank down on his firmness,
instructing him to suck her nipples while she gyrated. She'd done this enough
with her other lover that she reached an orgasm quickly, kissing Paul while
that happened.
Then they rested,
back on the couch, comfortable in their nudity ... and talked about everything.
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
Bob's response
was mixed. She told him, of course. They had no secrets and never would.
On the one hand
he was jealous that, while he slept the night before, his baby girl's pussy was
plundered by another man. On the other he knew this was a necessary and good
thing. On the one hand he was delighted and amazed that Paul had the same kind
of secret Cindy did. On the other he was nervous about the fact that Paul would
want Susan to live with them. That had been the obvious solution to Paul and
Cindy. They'd get a house big enough for Daddy and Susan to join them in wedded
bliss. Neither could leave sister or father behind in the dust.
Assuming, of
course, that father and sister were willing to live that way.
Father and
sister, as it turned out, were willing to live that way.
It meant moving
again, but both graduates would have had to do that anyway, seeking jobs, and
Bob decided if that was the worst that happened then he was a very fortunate
man indeed. And it couldn't happen right away. Paul and Cindy had to graduate
first, and then find jobs in the same town somewhere. Susan had to be brought
into the circle and Paul had no idea how she'd react to all this.
That was, in
fact, the first order of business. Paul called Susan and asked her to come
visit him, something that had happened on many other occasions. Their parents
had died in a car crash when she was in her second year of college and that had
brought brother and sister even closer together than they had been before, if
that was possible. They had leaned on each other ever since and it had already
been in their plans to live together when Susan graduated.
Susan also knew
that she and her brother would never be able to express their love for each
other in any public way. She had even had short sexual liaisons with other men,
but they never satisfied her like Paul did. And she knew Paul deserved to have
a wife and children he could claim in the normal manner. She was ambivalent
about having children herself. She couldn't imagine herself as a mother. And
she was quite happy with having Paul as her lover ... understanding that it
wasn't often enough to suit her. For those reasons she nervously embraced
Paul's new plan. Her feelings were much like Bob's.
That would
change, eventually, as would Bob's reaction to things. It helped that Susan
liked Bob and vice versa. At this point, however, both were nervous about the
unknown, while being grateful that they could still be with the ones they
loved. Even if it was a very odd togetherness.
Part of that
oddness was that, while Susan was there for a long weekend, both she and Bob
were aware that now other people knew what they were both doing, as Paul
lustily fucked his sister in his room (his roommates thought she was his
girlfriend) and Bob lovingly rodded Cindy at their house.
Maybe it was the
fact that nothing blew up in the week following her visit, and that everything
continued to be as normal as it had been before, that caused both Bob and Susan
to believe that all this might work out. At least they were hopeful.
If they were
hopeful, Paul and Cindy were certain. The first time they hastily threw off
their clothes and engaged in a torrid embrace, each knew that the other had,
just the night before, been in the arms of another. Neither cared, and their
lovemaking was almost frantic with the joy of having found each other.
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
Graduation is
always a relief and the feeling of "commencement" can be palpable. In
this case it was even more emotionally charged. Cindy had found a job in a
medium-sized town that had been bigger but declined when a major manufacturing
plant had been lured to another state by tax benefits. The city fathers had
decided to take a page from that book and had been moderately successful in
getting other companies to come to town. It would be years before things were
back to "normal" but there was hope. The school system had also
suffered as the property taxes that had supported it also took a hit and they
had frozen salaries as a result. That made them less competitive than a lot of
other places, but that worked to Paul and Cindy's advantage. They were less concerned
with money than they were with building the home they desperately wanted
together. Neither had been able to afford luxuries in the past, so doing
without them was no real burden.
Even more
important, the fact that Cindy was pregnant (again) and would miss some school
wasn't a problem. The district had been using substitute teachers for more than
a year because they couldn't lure certified teachers to town. Maternity leave
wouldn't be a problem.
It helped that
the cost of living was low. The real estate market was bloated and a number of
nice homes had sat for sale for more than a year. It also helped that the
nearest company that did a wide range of computer repair business was forty
miles away.
When the
principal found out Cindy was married to another teacher she was delighted.
Paul was hired as the science and math teacher. Other teachers gave them advice
on which realtors they could trust and what part of town to live in.
Three months
later Susan arrived with a U-haul trailer behind her Jeep and moved into one of
the four bedrooms in the family's new house. There was a basement, part of
which Bob had turned into his workshop. Her arrival was exciting for more than
one reason. As soon as she got out of the car Paul gave her a big hug and kiss
and then pushed back, leaving his loins in contact with hers.
"Something's
different," he said, frowning.
Susan's brow also
furrowed.
"You know
how they say the pill is 98% effective? I guess it turns out I'm in the other
two percent. I hope you're not mad."
Paul blinked and
then stepped back completely.
"You're
pregnant?"
"Yup,"
she said, as calmly as she was able. She'd worried about this all the way
there.
Paul suddenly let
out a rebel yell that scared both Susan and Cindy, who was just then coming out
of the house. She'd been in the shower when Susan arrived.
It was then that
Susan was brought up to date on Cindy's maternal condition, something Paul had
been worried about telling her. Having sex with your father is one thing.
Having his baby is something else. But Susan's acceptance of her own brother's
baby in her womb made it all seem funny somehow.
Thirty minutes
later Susan lay spread-eagle under her brother as he celebrated having become a
father in her, and next door Cindy rode her father, teasing him about how,
after she had his baby, she was going to let her breasts leak milk all over his
chest while they made love.
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
Susan was an LPN.
She'd gotten her license through the board of nursing, which was the same
process her new state of residence used. The local hospital was just as
strapped for employees as the school system was and she was welcomed with open
arms, especially since she said she wanted to further her education and become
a registered nurse. The hospital even offered tuition assistance if she would
sign an agreement to stay there for three years once she got her degree.
Maternity leave was also no problem for the hospital.
Life settled
down. Both mothers-to-be became best friends, preparing together to bring two
children into the home. Christopher, who now had a surplus of adults to play
with and be read to by, was excited at the idea of having a little brother and
sister to do all that with, too. The fathers of those children-to-be strutted
around for a month or two and then set about becoming coaches for the birthing
process.
Sleeping
arrangements were fluid. The only pairing that didn't happen was Bob with
Susan. They liked each other a lot, but neither wanted to expand their love
lives. There was some discussion about pretending to be a couple, since that
might have looked more normal to the outside world. The fact that Susan was two
years younger than Cindy, though, made that option seem less
"sellable," so they decided not to put up that front.
As it turned out,
it didn't matter. It was a small town and within months lots of people knew
that Paul and Cindy had "boarders" living with them, and who those
people were. Nobody thought it was strange that Cindy's father lived with them
and most people thought that Susan had been invited there both to share the
financial burden of owning a home, and because the father of her child had
obviously abandoned her. That her family was willing to help her in her time of
need was admirable.
So Cindy and Paul
had the master bedroom, and Susan and Bob each had their own bedroom. The
fourth bedroom was Christopher's, but would also be used as a nursery when the
babies came along. Where someone slept depended mostly on whim. Sometimes Paul
would go to his sister's room and sleep there for the night. That usually meant
Bob slept with Cindy in her marital bed. If Cindy wanted to ride her father
(her favorite position) she might take him to his room. If Paul and Susan were
in the master bedroom, she just stayed there.
They'd chosen to
buy an older house both because of the price and because they wanted more than
three bedrooms. The house had been well cared for, but only the kitchen and
master bath had been updated over the years. As a result, the only shower was
in the master bathroom. The other two bathrooms had tubs in them.
What this meant
was that the dress code was extremely relaxed. Everyone saw everybody else in
various stages of dress as they went to or from the shower. Within a month
modesty was a thing of the past. It became normal for someone who needed to
take a shower to enter the master bedroom, saying, "Sorry," while a
couple was entwined in a torrid embrace on the bed. Such "apology"
was almost always ignored.
It was in this
fashion that Susan got to see both Bob and her brother lustily fucking Cindy,
in a variety of positions. As Cindy's belly grew, the men took her from behind
(something Paul also did with Susan) or Cindy sat on top of them, gyrating
happily (something Susan was beginning to like a lot more than she had in the
past).
It was inevitable
that, at one time or another, Susan and Bob would come face to face while one
or the other was naked, if not both. The fact that Bob's penis saluted Susan
was treated as both a compliment and funny.
It was probably
this easy familiarity with each other that created the sexual tension that
would, over a period of a little more than two years, lead Susan and Bob to
become close enough to think about being more than just friends.
Which is why,
when Cindy's son and Susan's daughter were two years old, and each mother
announced she was to be a mother again ... this time nobody was sure of who the
fathers were.
But that didn't
matter. By this time they were all simply one big family. There was no stress
as everyone did their part and they became dedicated parents and members of the
community.
There was only
one real problem. You can't raise children in that kind of atmosphere without
the kids soaking it all up. Of course you want them to soak up your values and
work ethic. You want them to learn responsibility and how to set and fulfill
goals. But they soak it all up, whether you're aware of it or not.
As was
established when, one day more than a decade later, Cindy entered her
fifteen-year-old son's bedroom, intending to get his hamper and wash his
clothes, and found him on top of a squirming girl, her legs thrown wide and his
adolescent erection flashing in and out of her slippery pussy. She turned out
to be Susan's sixteen-year-old daughter, Melody, who was supposed to be
getting ready to go to prom later that evening.
And it wasn't the
first time they'd done this.
But that's
another story entirely.
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